Saturday, November 30, 2024

13.22pm

The removal of esplanade library and MERLION is a ripoff 

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15.32pm

Everytime i watch wwe i want to be a wrestler
How like this

Sunday, November 17, 2024

23.52pm

Im blogging right as my head hit the pillow
What a Sunday to end off this week with almost 12 hours of work 
My body is aching all over and my brain has so many things to settle before Wednesday's trip
At least the physical part of it is done and dusted (...for the month)
(Besides laundry and packing)
Relieved doesnt even begin to express how my body feels right now
Im gonna give myself a physical and mental break for tonight before resuming errands the next two days
Alhamdulillah for everything
Cant wait for the next time I get a massage lol 

Saturday, November 16, 2024

02.50am

Alhamdulillah for today!
Survived very well, I think the resting until showtime is still my best bet for having a good show
All good except my back and shoulders are so sore but usually sleep eliminates half the pain so let's hope for a restful sleep
Although I do have to be up in 5 hours 
Bismillah for the next two days

I find it rather interesting what I choose to blog nowadays
I really should get back into daily blogging

Friday, November 15, 2024

16.55pm

Just a girl who's still learning how to hack her own system
What puts me at ease in different scenarios- relaxing? hyping myself up? avoiding the topic? getting into the topic?
Experimenting until I find out because i'm my best investment
Like right now im shutting down conserving energy 
But will it make me low energy later?
Or is this exactly what I need?
The least I know is that I should use any time I have to rest and then awaken my body nearer to the show
Work is so physically demanding
Unsolicited stamina building session

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

17.52pm

A burden shared is a burden halved indeed
Wherever we have capacity to help anyone in anyway, let's just do it
Fearing rejection is stupid, so what, you feel embarrassed for 2 seconds?!
Ok bye

Friday, November 08, 2024

02.54am

Finally settled down after a physically arduous day
I dont even know how much I slept last night
Probably almost 4 hours 
The luteal phase is in its full force
Whole body is aching but it just means it's working well
I struggled tonight but I did not give up
Slowed down, took my time, listened to my body, but also pushed myself to not stop which im so amazed how fast and strong my mind over matter can be!
Also reached out for help when I needed it, literally needed a pull sometimes and I asked for just that
Sometimes I forget that I can be persistent- just because im very good at not doing what I dont want to do (dk why 2.4km run came to my mind immediately HAHAHA)
Work environment was the worst it's been but thankful for helpful people

An exciting day ahead in more ways than one, so I just hope the sleep tonight is miraculously a recharge for my body 
But I also know even if I wake up still aching all over, i'll be gentle with myself and it'll all be okay and I will still manage to have a good day despite being physically not 100% huhu aminnn ♡
Also how is it that the MOMENT your period starts all these symptoms just dissipate into thin air 
But for now they're very much still here so
We'll get through this!!!
Amazing

Thursday, November 07, 2024

11.23am

This is not the day for me to have this aching neck from sleeping wrong position ouch 

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14.30pm

Spoiler alert, stretching, massages and moving helps
Alhamdulillah much much better already 
Now I can think about my interesting day ahead
Bismillah for today, may He ease our affairs amin amin 

Friday, November 01, 2024

Merry November (22.13pm)

Have been trying to clear memory by editing vlogs
The amount of vlogs ive churned out over the past week is amazing
This is called quantity over quality 
Samsung done messed up when they removed the sd card feature as well as earpiece jack 
Loser follow the losers somemore la