18.14pm

Looks cool on the outside is jamming to earl the band my favourite band while theyre singing nonsense and trying not to laugh challenge

03.29am

My toxic trait is every night before a trip I will not sleep because "i can sleep on the commute there"

00.48am

Maybe after all that's said and done, 

You're the lucky one

The inability to feel love means the inability to feel pain, too. 

02.59am

Brain told me an hour ago "Oh good we can get 5 solid hours of sleep that's perfect"

Brain now says "we be knewn"

But also should we try and sleep now or just stay up and sleep after work

Cant even tell if im tired lol 

Let's not force anything 

01.13am

Ok might be tough but I aim to sleep before 3am tonight

+==edit==+

06.24am

Dang it

08.57am

Me everytime 8am rolls around: so do i sleep now or start my day

50% chance either side wins even though it's not a challenge at all hahah

23.55pm

Fell asleep at like 10pm thinking nice sleeping early today

Woke up so well rested and wondering if it's 4am or 5am 

Only 90 mins have passed

Nice 

Power nap at night wasnt the plan but okay then

Also mustafa is finally back to being 24 hours

Good!!! Something to do while everyone's asleep!!! 

09.14am

I literally havent slept just because everytime i try to make myself sleep im like But it's so boring to sleep!!!

And then I wake right back up and find new things to do

I know the body and brain needs the rest but..... lol 

I would be ok with this situation if I didnt have casting later 

Maybe I should use my potentially tired eyes to my advantage

Dont know whether to be glad I changed the slot from 12pm to 4pm

+==edit==+

11.32am

Went for a walk, bought some groceries, ate breakfast and put myself in a positive mood

All this right before my bedtime 

Hahaha

Plan was to buy salmon and make some salmon spinach dish for breakfast

But the supermarket first of all has swee heng products (?!?!? I LOVE) AND swee heng has real food delivered daily 

I bought the salmon anyways for future use but ended up buying nasi lemak from swee heng (rice and sambal is delicious but the fish is a small tiny fish whose tiny bone caused me to currently have a plaster on my thumb lolol ughh fish bones are not friends)

I made omelette with satay sausage as extra protein which was the best idea ever

Since I dont have to think about lunch anymore I can set my alarm slightly later I guess k bye yapper alert

05.32am

Been so long since I felt my body clock be wack

I just dont get sleepy and then i still wake up early in the morning and THEN i get tired

Bahahah

Thankfully (or maybe it's because) it's a work free week this week

Oh wells

Yesterday felt like another birthday celebration and I was happy about it

Even came home with some gifts

Including things i've been wanting to buy but never did 

Just grateful 

Dont know when i'll feel tired tonight but no pressure

19.21pm

Sometimes having blind faith is hard

Trust all will be okay