02.33am

Have trust in Him

For as long as im moving with good intentions

I always pray for Allah to make me someone who eases people's affair and not be someone who hurts others

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17.31pm

Me; slightly feel bad cus first time hosting a game and somehow got a group of very enthusiastic people (as opposed to forced corporate creatures)

The song in my ear; it's time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap

Aw thank u for the reminder i know i will be ok 

15.42pm

What am I supposed to do when I am suddenly thinking of the burger in Bangkok

09.03am

The number of times I have woken up throughout my sleep.... man

Yesterday night was amazing

Went for a magic show and got a life lesson

Aka a reminder that we treat people based on who we are, regardless of who they are

Funnily enough is the same message of the first wonderwoman movie hahahaha (it's not about deserve, it's about how I feel about it)

So yes people can act out all they want- for as long as I am me, all will be well

More importantly, the show was so good!!!

I think more than the impressive tricks is how we were made to feel throughout

Ok why am I blogging I should sleep more I have a show tonight

turned 28 today (21.59pm)

although my mind was in all sorts of place, my heart knew it was safe around my loved ones

Truly undeserving but god knows i needed their love 

♡ 

Return their kindness and love manymanyfolds Ya Allah

Tired enough to... might spend the last 2 hours of my birthday napping

Not ideal but it's what I need right now I guess

Hopefully I wake up more positive but I am very very proud of my brain for being so fast and good and processing

And insta's algorithm helped too

Ok goodnight (probably)

08.51am

Body clock too disciplined in Bangkok when I come back I proceed to not sleep 2/4 days im home

How why when 

13.47pm

Loving Bangkok so far

Except I spent the most amount of money I have ever spent overseas ugh darn you cheap and cute makeup 

Everytime I buy things I tell myself "It's for performances" and then I feel justified 

HAHAHAH

Just 3 more sessions to go 

So close yet so far

Can't wait to return here with the family 

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15.47pm

I KNEW I should have just yoloed and go to tokti's Genting concert

I was like ok maybe similar to SG's one and also got rehearsearl

NO.

She somehow made it EVEN better who the heck knows how

The videos are making me emotional 

Too good 

Already awaiting for the next time I get to see her ♡

8.22am

It is 8.22am

I got 8 hours of sleep 

It is cold 

On work trips I always have to decide between resting and having fun

Hahaha yesterday both me and my colleague got headache during/after rehearsal- probably lack of oxygen

Thankfully a break today

08.25am

Finding myself more willing to introduce myself as actress and singer because what else am I if not it's literally my job????

(i think it's me knowing i havent reached a comfortable stage and respecting those titles)

(but still)

05.36am

Not my biphasal sleep making an appearance 

Discovered black instant henna and I love it 

Merry August! (00.00am)

Bismillah for a new month!

May it be filled with grace, light, love and happiness ♡