01.37am

Islam teaches us that when we're struggling, we should help people in hopes that God will do the same for us

A mere, weakling of a human, we can't afford to think of this as a self-serving behaviour

We can't afford to especially when He is the only help we can rely on

When i'm down in the dumps like this, I will try to make people happy in hopes that I get some relief.

God is great 

He knows best

Grant me endless patience and strengthen my heart, please please ♡

09.58am

Having been on stage basically my whole life, I have subconsciously trained myself to feel all the nerves the day before so that I don't have much or any left on the actual day

And it has been quite some time since I felt these nerves

Nerves are good, it means I care

It is finally not a lollygag

But it also means I failed to fall asleep hahahha

Actually that's more of the excitement

Anyway I have to find my outfit for tomorrow's performance today

Still debating whether to just get up and go or sleep for the day first

I just hope I fall asleep tonight!!!!

Me @ me please rest your body and brain

04.49am

The struggle between decisions is always eliminated when you just follow your heart 

Anyway, what a night

Impromptu kepoed brothers' prawning outing

First time prawning, caught a few (got the first 2 prawns so fast!!)

First time trying to use a hengua (henna + jagua ink) but aborted mission cause the ink was too runny 

First time riding a motorbike!!!

Everyone was more scared than me hahah

Anyway the bike was heavier than I thought like 3 times heavier

But I did it!

So cool

All these just hours before my first big shoot of the year

Alhamdulillah for today

I have a 930am calltime but it's at Bishan so should be okay

Havent been able to fast for the third day today so I can start my day with coffee later ;')

Okay I should get some rest 

Gotta be up in 3 hours or less (depending if im taking bus or grab hahahaha lol)

K byee bismillah for the day ahead! 

23.19pm

Tonight I get reminded of His vast, incomparable love.

The love that comes in many many, all forms

In the love of our loved ones, in our health, our rezeki

Our capabilities, our weaknesses

Tonight my heart is taken care of by its creator

And I feel at ease, as always ♡ 

Alhamdulillah