01.06am

Keep the faith

Keep going

Trust the universe

Had a lovely Aidiladha

Alhamdulillah for family and food

Yayan laughed so much today! 

Went hiking on Wednesday, it rained the entire morning so we just played games at Timezone

(Just nice had 30$ for 50$ credits promotion ahahahah love it)

The rain stopped when we finished playing so we decided to just easy hike by walking to fort siloso and not avoiding staircases

What a silly day but had lots of fun too

03.23am

I feel like WWE time moves differently

It's too crazy to comprehend how lesnar and heyman are still a thing 20 years on

TWENTY YEARS.

Thats crazy and too much for the math hating brain of mine

00.53am

Me getting annoyed over a survivor series match from 2007

Hahahahah

Lozer umaga lozer mr kennedy lozer mvp lozer big daddy v (i typed baddy i was right) and lozer finlay >:(

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12.02pm

Played a video of kane vs triple h to fall asleep to and of course I had kane nightmares omg why do I do this to myself hahah

But it was cool I was slipping in and out of kane's pov and the people around him

He was like sneaking around backstage hiding from everyone and anyone who irked him he just beat up 

And then there was a group of interns playing water gun and just splashed whoever they see (backstage was dark, only the lights from monitors) and one of then bodoh splash kane so all of them kena chokeslam hahaha

But the good part is, kane was ready to beat up dom mysterio for being rude to his dad so kane was protecting reyrey hahahah

Ok bye 

04.14am

Alhamdulillah for a few things!!!

My appetite is BACK

Great way to celebrate it with dory penyet at rehearsearl

We finished arranging our SONG

Finally got to reunite with my north pole sisters, SEE FAHRI ♡♡ and enjoyed iced honey lemon right after that

Got to finally play an indoor playground after years

We had so much fun hahaha

Love them forever and ever

Not everyone can say they have that shared memory of surviving secondary school together so it's such a special thing

06.25am

Even though I only have 2.5 hours before my alarm rings,

I hope I get sweetdreams tonight

17.31pm

Sometimes when I need a quick cry I just watch Wrestlers' retirement speeches 

So freaking sad i will never get over them

Also i still havent watch reyrey's HOF induction even typing this it doesnt feel real that 1) i didnt watch it live 2) HE. IS. A HALL OF FAMER

Last night was rough crashed without warning just to wake up 2 hours later feeling so unwell and was just torturously tossing and turning for half hour straight 

But alhamdulillah, woke up feeling much much better

Went out yesterday to my home sentosa but wow I felt worse than I thought aka I was more unwell than I thought and could feel it everytime we walked 

But all is well

Love the company, love the beach forever

♡

Want go again and SWIM (@uncearl) 

K bye

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17.41pm

Men should watch (old) wrestling cus they'll know how to be MEN 

Aka you are allowed to cry and show emotions because hiding them does not make you cool 

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18.13pm

I'll always be a wwe girl la ok im too intertwined it's literally a part of me 

So i will let my instagram continue being a highkey wwe fanpage hahahah aka my life journey 

14.15pm

Water sucks aka it makes me nauseous sometimes from the lack of taste but I love ice

Tell me why i just ate an ice cube and feel nauseous!?!?! 

Bruh im not 100% yet maybe the beach will heal me (yes it will)

14.04pm

Grant me peace, ease my heart ya allah.

Attempted to eat my first meal since sunday afternoon but bleh no appetite 

Cant even finish a cup noodle 

Dont want to waste today like I did yesterday but

No idea what to do

20.06pm

Wanted to bring myself out since 2pm I even put on blusher but

Alas

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20.35pm

I'm patient because my trust in god is endless

01.02am

It's always darkest before the dawn

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16.17pm

Feeling hot and cold

Both inside and out

Merry June (06.35am)

I think I have a dont-sleep-before-trip lifestyle