22.50pm

I know my pain is just imposition

03.59am

Just here to announce that yayan is the cutest ever ever everrrr ♡♡♡♡ k bye

Also how long has my current night owl streak been it feels like it's been forever that my bedtime is >6am 

Meh

Had a shoot in Sentosa today and heheh my house

I was the unofficial tour guide aka everyone anyhow copy where i go lol

A downtime today before a packed weekend of performances

2 sets on Sat and then Hmx concert on Sun 

And then dk do what for a few days and then off to Batam after YEARS

Bismillah for the next few days

Alhamdulillah I think im fully recovered, though I havent sang Heartattack in like 2 weeks 

But luckily it's my karaoke song growing up loll

I literally dont have my concert outfit yet hahahah maybe i'll find it today

I really dont feel like sleeping I want to just wait for sunrise and then go out and find things to do but also I will listen to my body 

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08.41am

Literally showered to motivate myself to go out

But it made me want to go to bed instead

Lolzers

05.58am

Although I cannot be bothered to make myself sleep earlier than I want to, I still think dang it I should be asleep

Even though my calltime is 2pm I will have to leave home at 12.45pm and thus wake up at 11.30am latest which means I have 5 hours to sleep if I even fall asleep within the next half hour

Whateva yolo swag 

Lol k bye

01.45am

Really doesnt take much to make me happy and at ease

I miss vivo again

03.28am

Letting these feelings take their time to sink in while we continue being sparkled by the high 

Thankful for today

Had very lots of fun 

E.a.r.l 

Cant wait for body (aka my instrument) to recover 100% but so very grateful it healed in time for tonight

Yay @ me

Yay @ us

K bye

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23.07pm

Another night with a filled heart

My bedtime has been 6am everyday for a week or two now

Busked at mbs today with my family and it was so fun they were so supportive, just like yesterday 

Titi came alone but she and chiqo were like bffs sitting infront of us hahaha

Love that there's no concept of weekday/weekend for me

Alhamdulillah for everything

This past two days just makes me wanna work harder

And very very thankful that my throat recovered in time for the competition last night and for the (supposedly 3 hours session) tonight (our battery died so we sang 2 hours only)

Realised I can hit high notes no problem but falsetto hurts I mean it makes sense im not 100% recovered anyway 

Now I have 6 days to recover properly for another 2 hour setlist and then a Demi solo which we all know I usually avoid cus I wanna do my girl justice 

But we have come too far to think now

Ok bye

04.57am

Still. Recovering.

This whole week sleep hasnt been my friend

Full night owl mode but thankfully my plans are all afternoon

Survived a focus group earlier today, really really thankful 

I was panicly googling how to avoid coughing and surprisingly the solution that worked was to just take constant sips of water (aka keeping the throat not dry)

And I finished 2 bottles of PLAIN water in 3 hours (yes they are tiny baby bottles but still bottles) and then a box of lychee drink in the last 10 mins

First rehearsearl ever where I couldnt sing eek sucks but issok still had the most fun

Exciting few days ahead so I hope my body cooperates

Today should be a proper rest day but who are we kidding I will probably fall asleep at 6, 7am and wake up at 11am

A raya gathering later today which I am so excited for cus didnt get to jalan raya much at all this year sads!!!

Ok la bye

01.34am

It's better to be alone than being with someone who makes you feel alone

Spent 3.5$ on overpriced iced honey but it was cheaper than freakin toast box??? (3.70$)

Lol 

On a self declared vocal rest journey

Didnt think busking would turn me from a once a week singer to a... full time one

Lol but truthfully not even vocal rest cause of that it's just the warm internals 

What does that even mean

Fell asleep at 6am yesterday due to lack of tiredness and idk same feeling so far 

But im hoping to rest abit earlier god knows my body wont decide to do such silly things

Ok bye

04.43am

Felt better after resting the whole day but

There's just something about nighttimes that undoes the daytime recovery

Pretty sure I googled about it before and there are scientific reasons but whatever

My throat which felt like 80% good just now is now back to being 70% pain

Oh no too many numbers in a post

Ahaha I should probably sleep soon but just not sleepy

Anyway never watched tv but ptx was robbed from masked singer and Norway shouldve gotten top 3 for eurovision

(Literally never watched any of those shows and i dont know how the shows even work but still HAHAHA)

Ok bye

15.44pm

First time this year my body forced me to rest 

Appreciate it though

Exciting few weeks ahead and would need all the energy I can muster so this crash was kinda needed loll 

Couldve done without the painful throat though eek 

Fever totally gone by now alhamdulillah

Kept waking up every like 25 mins through the night cause I was burning up (not jobros) 

No energy to get food but im craving for fried rice so maybe i'll just cook if I somehow find energy cus if not i just wont eat hashtag not a basic need 

Ok idk what im saying bye 

07.34am

Cant remember the last time I woke up at this time for no reason and feel ready to just be awake

11.42am

Do people really not know me enough to know that I simply Do NOT care!!!

Lolzerss 

Finally a rest day today

Rest day but work night

Grateful and excited

01.44am

Long day ahead x I should be sleeping

Gotta leave home in 6 hours

Merry May (05.53am)

How did this year unofficially become a not-daily-blogging year so far 

I wanna change that though

Anyway it's been so long since I had a 7am calltime

Hustle mode is back on after like basically 3 weeks of break

Hehe bismillah 

Will be back to blog about the fun weekend

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11.17am

Back and settled down from shoot

Resting awhile before tutoring and then errands running

It was a short shoot actually, barely 2 hours

Alhamdulillah all was eased

I want to jalan raya!!!