20.23pm

Just woke up from a 90 minutes nap 

It's new year's eve!

Im very thankful for 2022, I did myself justice by leaving a 9-5 

Alhamdulillah for everything

My January 2023 calendar is already filled with rezeki :')

Patiently awaiting for dinner which has been waiting for us in the other room

19.28pm

Im literally crossing the road but I just am here to say

Food is never worth their prices hahahahaha k bye

Also how is it second last day of the year

Ive been a terrible blogger but I am having a lot of fun chasing my dreams

05.38am

Had a wholesome day after a last minute rehearsearl at 10pm and then sleepover for a morning carolling session

Too cute

14.44pm

Bruh why is Old enough always making me emotional and proud of kids lolol 

I know Alfie is just 1.5 years old but I think can make him run errands already heheh

19.34pm

When it is time to wait, you must wait

- Haruki Murakami

The rain reflects my brain 

Jk not sad just a lot of thoughts

Actually not even a lot of thoughts only one thought hahahaha

But im quieting it 

Holiday season always feels nice

It really does feel different when youre not on a timetable or a 9-5 cause it doesnt feel much different???

This time last year I felt the yoloness kick in so despite working, it felt like I could do life anyhow during this season cause Who works during the holidays

But now in a funny twist of events im like When am i gonna work next cmon

Very interesting

I miss Hariz already and I just saw him yesterday maybe I should just go and see him again but it's so rainy ugh

+==edit==+

20.23pm

I confirm have dessert phases bruh 

Past few weeks is just biscoff cheesecake

Today suddenly I want origlazed so I guess time to hunt for krispy kreme (fake news as if i'll go out just to buy food) 

01.54am

I hear people screaming so I guess world cup final is over

Lol 

09.13am

Third time watching Siti's concert, first time sitting with people I know

Please lah, she is so mesmerizing and amazing and all things great

But it's so frustrating as a musician when she does something so impressive like clean register changes and effortless belts and dynamics but people dont see how impressive it is because she is ALWAYS. THAT. GOOD.

The venue wasnt fit for my diva but of course being the superstar she is, she still made it her turf

She is so good at entertaining her fans, interacting and talking to us

It's a bond that took decades to form but so worth it cause everyone loves siti

People travelling from sg (technically nearest to the concert venue but the hours of traffic so call us dedicated please thank you), even indonesia, sabah, sarawak and I wont be surprised if even farther

Surprisingly, I think cause it's a given now that Tokti concert I go, it feels like going to my bff's house 

So I wear pyjamas, and enjoy the show

Ok la, I should rest more 

20.54pm

Just taking a moment to myself

My instinct was to start packing right as I got home from a 12 hour shoot

While my brain was starting to pick out clothes my body was like Let's rest for a while before packing

Was dreading the long shoot (with an unnecessarily long payment term wtheck) but I survived it anyway so yay to me

Omg right as I typed that I remembered I have BISCOFF CHEESECAKE waiting for me in the fridge!!!

For once I actually have it within reach 

Let me just lie down and watch a bit of old gmm before (excitedly!) packing

Just like I was on the fence yesterday about the shoot today, im also second guessing tomorrow's event job 

Why is it so cold everytime

Lol no link 

K bye 

10.48am

The difference between us is I dont go out of my way to intentionally hurt people

12.14pm

I am literally a tenor e.a.r.l is literally 3 tenors 1 sop and 1 bass lolol 

Aka im trying to pick out mitch's part but all I hear is the scott line 

10.06am

I reckon that counts as a good rest

Crashed before 12am and woke up at 4am and 6am and finally 9am

Im just very very glad that today's agenda starts at 1.30pm and not in the AMs 

And the place is walking distance from home (though i'll probably take bus lolol 1 stop away) 

And then face painting at night which I havent done in years???

Let me embrace my alone time for the next 3 hours 

11.10am

God does not give us immunity from tragedy, but peace in it- C.S Lewis

What a lovely quote though no relation to what im currently doing whatsoever

3 back to back event jobs today

I so got this

08.53am

If only life was as simple as god directly protecting from people with bad intentions

He knows best ultimately

Merry December (13.07pm)

Can we believe we're officially on holiday month of 2022!

I dont even want to begin processing the year or time but I just want to say

Cold weather and me are not friends at all

I feel so miserable lolol my body is not happy with the cold breeze and lack of warmth

Zzz