03.24am

Another day another 2 hours of sleep
But funny cause it's raining which should be sleepy weather but my body is the opposite and being like hi yup wakey wakey
Good news is I can sleep for 6 more hours
Not so good news is im sure i will toss and turn for 4 of those

06.11am

Body clock be like sleep 12.50am-2.50am and then wonder why youre not sleepy and then take afternoon naps

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16.05pm

Eugh no mood to socialise
Hopefully it's just my unwillingness to move right now

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22.34pm

Yay it went ok
I forgot how much I enjoy filming
Once I did my first scene I was feeling energized again
Also today I more professional than my costar how hahahaha we couldnt stop laughingggg aiyo this is what happens when we are no longer strangers (aka cannot take each other seriously anymore)
But yay
Gonna rest before an exciting and long day tomorrow

01.13am

My planless saturday is reverse unoed by today's impromptu agendas
But bad part is I thought Wow im finally going to sleep early (circa 11.48pm) but alas my body woke me up an hour later saying Hi it is the next day

03.35am

Mcdonalds im sorry for the times I said i was tired of eating you cus right now i want nothing but you
Alas
My self control is too strong

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11.47am

Wew woke up saw the time and thought what it's only 11.47pm
And then turned to the window and saw sunlight
Ahahhaha..

06.44am

Embracing these owl tendencies before im forced to adjust my body clock
Rehearsearl today we sound so good
Also 2 humans nudged Dancing with the devil to me as if I wasnt the first human ever to hear it
Cant wait for album to drop

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17.59pm

Always left home alone when i feel like going out but i guess my body craves that rest

05.42am

Had a lovely day despite tiredness
Went to the ZOO!!!!
Quite impromptu planned this week plan cause work might start next week and I want to avoid weekend crowd lol
I love the zoo also today's surreal animal of the day is GIRAFFE how are they real
Also KFC might have stolen mcspicy patty because why do their zinger taste eXACTLY like mcspicy
Also it has been so long since I ate shroom's burger it was delicious
Gotta rest before rehearsearl later

03.41am

I should sleep I have early morning plans!!!
I can get... 4 hours of sleep yayzers

04.47am

Anugerah is becoming more of a joke surprisee!
But im over it so
Dems' new documentary just dropped so you bet im binge watching
Just began the first episode but I realised I cant find my phone charger oh my it has always been in my bag so idk :(

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06.02am

Episode 2 and i might cry i shouldnt watch this while fasting

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20.23pm

My refusal to accept that it is cold season again is marked by my refusal to bring a jacket out and regretting it like right now i am frozen and im not even indoors

06.37am

Oh no took too much naps today now im not sleepy enough to sleep
Rehearsal in 9 hours

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10.34am

Ok la times like these im grateful for my light sleepingness
I woke up right as the first note of my ringtone rings and got good news alhamdulillah

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10.51am

Also why does insta get worse after every update
I personally loathe the auto scrolling

01.07am

HOW.
I think I was asleep for an hour and I got woken up to be asked WHAT I WANTED TO EAT
I WAS SLEEPING
Im exhausted and I want to scream!!!!

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11.43am

Ok it wasnt that dramatic it's only cause I dont fall asleep easily so when I get awakened right after it troubles me
But also woke up with good newsss alhamdulillah :')
Now I need to fix body clock

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19.51pm

I slept so much today but it's ok recuperate
I just tasted a delicious porridge and I kept tasting it wondering where it came from and so I picked up the bowl and it was OLD CHANG FREAKIN KEE
HAHAHAH im shook but also Ock is doing really well with the yam ball and kaya pie and chilli crab currypuff u sir are very appreciated pls continue making crazy things i support

09.01am

Will I regret this no sleep or will it be what I need to reset body clock hmm

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22.29pm

Only got reminded of my lack of rest when im left alone aka noone around to suck energy from
Cant wait to get back and crashhh

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23.23pm

I survived the trip homeee without fainting lol drama
But also I cut my tongue during lunch- it was either the pizza crust or the sideways pepperoni but ughh now it is painful to consume
Pls heal overnight thank you
Had a lovely weekend, went for brunch at a turkish restaurant and then attempted to go to mind cafe but the prices are ridiculous now!!!
So we did what we did best, grabbed to fatin's place and (finally) watched Sound of music before having baby talks
And made an important decision which is what the baby will call us in the future
Ahahahahaha
Also rehearsearl was fun as usual, I also had awwcappella rehearsal which was more spent recording but the lowkey picnic was lovely.
Ok time to rest loll honestly on a scale of 0-10 sleepiness im at a 2 wtheck

06.55am

Tell me why im awake
I thought I was tired no??
Oh well I better have energy for today

13.35pm

Ive been a good-bad sleeper??
I guess my body is forcing me to rest hahaha
But also my one meal a day is another indication im in hibernation mode maybe a mini one
Finally having Awwcappella rehearsal today!
Im home alone, I dont know what day and time it is, and im feeling peaceful

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16.39pm

I want to be at rehearsal but I also dont feel like moving
How

14.06pm

Whoa I cant remember the last time I slept so long in one shot

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15.28pm

Ive always been indifferent towards ariana grande until elephant started playing her songs every time she gets ready
Now im just annoyed

10.32am

I mean even if I tried to sleep earlier it wont happen so
Interview at 11 later and I gotta say formalities are gross
I used to be called to work in this order;
1. They ask if im free
2. I say yeah ok
3. "Ok, see you next week"
And now I have to go through HR and because of that I had to send in resume transcripts and go to an 11am INTERVIEW
Bleh

12.47pm

Lol exhaustion took over and I missed both alarms
Had to submit something and I woke up 4 minutes before it
Thankfully all is done now I feel relieved

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12.56pm

Since I cant accept the disrespect of turning Merlion into a species I will only acknowledge Merly as the One True Merlion while the others will be its babies it is not a race it is just Merly's babies thanks

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19.03pm

I forgot Fix a heart existed and I just went to look up demdems singing it live and y u gotta attack me like this
Anugerah semis tonight, aka the only theme we were looking forward to
:')

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22.11pm

Me @ Anugerah semi finals: .

03.09am

Sunday nights with working adults mean we cant hang out till late so 3am it is
Hahaha but also crazy musicians are crazy
Had a lovely weekend
Yesterday with yol having breakfast and picnic and lots of walking
And today rehearsearl finally full team after soo longgggg
Bismillah for this week!

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15.32pm

Sometimes I just want to read my writings for leisure and I forget to prepare to be emotionally attacked
Today I am prepared but I just know i'll be annoyed at past me for never finishing my stories

03.18am

I thought I finally fell asleep early and thus will be well rested
But I woke up 3 hours later
Got to be up in 5.5 hours so I hope I can get a bit more rest even an hour nap would be good

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22.26pm

Currently at yol's place
Very, very exhausted but hoping this makes me able to sleep tonight
Hais

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23.09pm

I feel so nauseous and dizzy
Probably the 1 hour nap I wished for and got
Worst part is I know once I get home and settle down I wont fall asleep

10.35am

How am I awake this is sparta
4 hours of sleep today

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23.53pm

Had a lovely past 2 days
Both days im babysitter in the day partier in the night hahah not complaining
Enjoying my free time before I (possibly, bismilah to this) begin working temporarily
Met STYLO for dinner and hangout by playing cards, I had so much fun
Also I finally found out the baby's gender and name I scream!!!!
Now to await eatgo's answers... hahaha

05.12am

I got to eat Old chang kee's Yam ball last night
I want unlimited supply how can it be so delicious and chewy but also so tiny and not even a ball shaped ball
I love rehearsals so much no matter how bored I may appear

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12.33pm

Cant remember the last time I woke up not tired

02.15am

Dont even know what time I fell asleep
Could it be 10pm
I hope it was 10pm so atleast I can say I got almost 4 hours of sleep
Had a pleasant day despite being exhausted could barely open my eyes
Had sushi and watched disney with eatgo, talked baby stuff and im still shook im gonna be an aunt in 2 months
Cant tell if im hungry or not
Bleh

01.10am

Everyone is in their own timelines
It's the willingness to understand and accept another's that makes it meaningful and easier
I will be okay.
We will.

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02.31am

My brain is on overload
I wish I could just fall asleep and silence it all
But this is going to be a long night
I need peace

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18.38pm

Somehow tired myself enough to fall asleep before 6am
My extrovert self doing better when I meet humans
Despite my swollen eyes bleh

19.54pm

Hungryyy

06.32am

Come speculate with me now-
What are the odds i'll wake up to join mama for a 9am breakfast
I honestly cant gauge

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17.17pm

I was up and ready (aka stayed up long enough) but the aunties had a new plan and I dont have socialising energy
Supposed to have rehearsearl but 2 humans are busy bees
Im so sleepy

06.25am

I guess im ok

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13.34pm

Having mixed feelings over seeing my batch convocate, aka my supposed convocation
I just gotta find out the source of each feelings
And listen to the one that matters more- mine
If only I wasnt so indecisive
Lol
Whatever it is, God I put my life in your hands

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22.58pm

I feel lonely it's constricting
But then again,
I dont know what else to do besides sit in silence and stare at walls
Im not emo

18.55pm

Tough to be excited about life when people have expectations but lucky for them im great at blocking outside voices out yay me

06.07am

NEed reSt

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21.24pm

Great feeling when you tell someone what makes you upset and they still do it hahahaha

12.40pm

Milking the last possible seconds before I have HAVE to get up and get ready
Zzz I cant drag myself out of bed halp

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18.59pm

Had the sleepiest day can barely stay awake I had to do stretches and even travelled almost 2 hours in total going to a place just to immediately go back home instead of going back straight to sleep
Now that im home, and in bed,
I. Cant. Sleep.
(to be fair i also waiting for maghrib to pass la but still where did all my tired go to)

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23.34pm

Oof
@ me forgetting Anugerah is tonight lolll
Ever since back2basics got eliminated I lost faith
Meh

01.21am

Fell asleep.
For half hOUR bleh
Feeling like iced coffee right now and perhaps find some food