06.29am

This day brought about dread, and ive always been worried i'd be spending it alone and moping but alhamdulillah I was surrounded by joy.
My happy place.
And we got sushi and nuggets, and we sang and we played loads of games and we had cats and I had iced coffee
God bless our friendship and may we achieve our dreams
May today be another beautiful, happy day

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11.49am

The day I fell asleep a bit after 8 on a sunday morning everyone decides to be morning birds and text me
I used to sleep with my wifi off so I wake up with surprises until recently and im a light sleeper so vibrations wOKE ME UP
Rude

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20.39pm

Watching food videos are supposed to make me hungry enough to force me to get out of bed to eat something
But it's not working lolll
Is it because im full from the 2am mcwings

00.26am

O snap
Didnt do anything today, edited video yesterday which is a huge step in my major procrastinating lifestyle
Life feels empty without anugerah rehearsal :') hahaha drama
Here's to a better day today

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04.48am

I have been wanting sushi for so long
Haish I wished it was easy to make i'd make unlimited supply it's not even my favourite food I dont have a favourite food

12.56pm

Havent slept that deeply and woken up appropriately in some time
Phews

04.26am

Honoured to have competed with Group A
Excited for future opportunities but for now,
Back to school groups

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06.58am

Why cant I STAY ASLEEP

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12.48pm

I thought for sure i'd be hibernating but my body is still in Hustle mode TM i guess

04.04am

I should be sleeping I have a live show today and I have to be up by 10

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08.34am

What happens when I force myself to sleep

19.48pm

What makes one's guts more valuable than others?
Track record?
We'll probably never know
I want silence

04.25am

Wew me and my lack of time awareness only at nights
Vocal rehearsal later so I should be asleep and resting hm
Oh well

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17.57pm

There is a loser beside me
Please send help to get rid of it like cockroach mtthgf

19.45pm

Wew woke up from a 2 hour nap not knowing the time place and day hahhaa

04.55am

It's a miracle I actually slept about 45 mins between 3.30 to 4.30am???
I surprised myself but then again yesterday I was awakened less than 3 hours after I fell asleep to fetch chiqatito at 10am

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12.14pm

I had a feeling history will repeat itself
Alas got awakened at 10am again now I need to be ready and leave home by 1230 just because I refuse to say no now im in pain lol
Cant drag myself out of bed zz

06.00am

Well had a lolrandom day and rehearsal which both gives me a fire in my belly and also a we're ok and also a WE NEED MORE feeling so
Here's to another lovely day

02.38am

Dont even know what time I fell asleep, probably 6?
But good thing is I dont feel tired
The night owl life is indeed for me im that ancestor who guards everyone while they sleep hahaha losers

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06.39am

Not me finally falling asleep and then waking up half hour later as if I am well rested nice try

02.47am

This lonely night feels heartbreaking, I just want to reach out to anyone who would listen
But who is there?
Nights like these I can only resort to begging and praying that I get through the night without crying
I put my heart in your hands Ya Allah.
Keep me safe and calm.

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06.12am

Super night owl this past week, sleeping late and waking up early which results in me taking more 1 houred naps
Eh not complaining
But dear brain and heart please be at peace so I can rest before rehearsal later thanks

22.01pm

Could afford to be happier right now
And have less emotions

22.01pm

Could afford to be happier

23.31pm

At jing yong's place being merry
Hehe

04.46am

Dang it rehearsal in 7 hours and I cannot sleep

23.19pm

Wew today was both eventful and not eventful
Slept for 3 hours
Rehearsal tomorrow

22.57pm

Rehearsaled and went to grandma's place today
Pleasant day with high demand grabs

15.44pm

Feeling an absolute mess right now
Also very late and my makeup didnt work out I actually had to redo it who am I
But im ok cause I blame it on 1st day of period so i feel less patient hehehe but it's ok less patient with myself only

00.13am

Slept too much today despite morning plans executed well
Now im dizzy and cant sleep lol

02.45am

Bad sleeper ermager

05.18am

Rehearsearled and played with the ketz-
Supposed to be on vocal rest but alas
Also I can hear my mezzo self depleting due to lack of care and concern to it
I should revert back from being part time tenor hahaha but i cant help it im a tenor at heart
Another rehearsal in 7 hours
I should rest physical rest is very important for singers and performers

21.20pm

Hungry and I just want unlimited nuggets or popcorn chicken I want many so I can eat until im full without eating anything else lol yum delicious
Have been bad at sleeping and eating but tis the season to be jolly

22.28pm

Spent my whole day watching videos on fb
Very much needed vocal rest day
Im also not feeling the happiest but it'll all be better soon

04.23am

Cant remember the last time I just dont feel like sleeping
Ive been a good sleeper lol albeit an inconsistent one
Oh wells
Have been taking buzzfeed quizzes and now my hand hurts

17.51pm

I have people I havent spoken to, or even never spoke to before wishing us well and I feel so supported
Cries
We'll work hard T.T
Did I mention we were in the news yesterday
I had group prac and we were arranging a song i've always wanted to do ;')
Yay

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22.26pm

I am on a Try not to cry challenge spree reading all the supportive messages from humans
Also obligatory Pls ignore that failed high note message
My whole body was telling me to dodge it but I was like Meh just do it who knows
And as a result... HAhahah next time listen to your body everybody lol jk take risks
K bye as I ignore all messages cause im too filled with overwhelming emotions to respond right now
Also, Group A is such an honour and a lot of fun to be in
I wish every single one of us success

Merry February (00.40am)

Finally had Rehearsearl after soooo long!
My throat dying cause from singing low notes in awwcappella to belting high ones in earl lol but I wouldnt have it any other way

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17.31pm

Me: dont feel like smiling
Duncan: GoOd MoRning EverYonE!!!
Me: 😄

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19.31pm

Im not this person
What changed me?