12.45pm

Taking time off this chillaxing day to say merry new year's eve

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14.59pm

I wanna just tell everyone I see Happy new year because we've all survived the past few months and we're all hoping for a fresh new start
Beginnings can occur anytime but a new year is a darn good place to go

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22.38pm

Im ok but I dont even want to begin to think about recapping the year
All I know is im saving all my hopes, prayers and positivity for the upcoming month.
I'll take it the way I know best- one step at a time

03.30am

I think I just got to accept the fact that I am a night owl again
Usually end of years are busy busy hmx times
Now is busy busy other things but I really am thankful that I even have things to be busy about
I started using new face creams and im glowing everyday I love it idek if it's doing anything but I dont highlight no more hahaha jk ive only used it for 4 days and I think my skin likes it
Spending the whole day editing hopefully the mood comes and stays
I gotta be up in the morning but oh wells not sleepy in the very least

22.43pm

Had a lovely day, ate garlic butter naan which was delicious and the teh tarik was also yum
Then visited mustafa i missed mustafa haish
Happiest birthday mama panda cutie ♡

08.27am

Alhamdulillah, it's Phase 3 day
We've come so far, Allah protect us all insyaallah may we use this healing for good and be protected from illnesses and harm

21.04pm

I got seawater in my phone

04.30am

Potentially long day ahead so why am I not asleep hmM ok fine im night owl and morning bird now
Had a lovely holiday today at the beach, the weather was beautiful and the only bad thing was having to wear mask hahahaaha ew

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11.06am

Nostalgia warms the heart and burns the soul at the same time
Also perhaps sometimes it's wise to forget what time I fall asleep so I can pretend I got many hours
Also I have no strength to move ok fine more of willingness
The only good thing about having a sister who takes FOREVER to get ready is when i want to sleep in a bit more
Also why

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13.45pm

Loathe smokers with a passion i dont care what your reason for starting is
U waste everyone's TIME and pollute my environment
It's unforgivable same as littering

Merry holidays (11.45am)

What is my activity of choice today?
I think im gonna just stay home and maybe watch harry potter I feel like it
Mama and chiqa went out but I cant imagine being among the crowd so no thanks
May everyone be safe and protected
More editing to do but exciting

00.25am

Wah need to spend the next few days editing deadlines are looming
But worst part is im not in the editing mood ok not that bad just not >85%

16.23pm

End of years are bittersweet
But also past few years it's been my busy season
Good
Also lucky i dont celebrate xmas the shopping seems troublesome hahahah i like gift giving but not shopping

02.46am

Im a person who loves looking back at memories and seeing what I did this time last year but nowadays i havent done so because i know it'll be more bitter than sweet and i know im not ready for it
And i'll be ok with not knowing what i did this time last year

06.52am

Aiyaiyai

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22.25pm

Had an enjoyable but exhausting day- more like already tired then lack of rest but bleh rest is for the weak
Exciting impromptu plan tomorrow also a few responsibilities to fulfill

11.09am

@ me waking up ridiculously early everyday jajaja
Exciting day today no idea what's in store but at least got company

03.49am

Not sure if not sleepy or just dont want to sleep
Spent today with macs, cluedo and bingo
Also replying dms on insta which I usually procrastinate hahha

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09.33am

Good morning I am right I am kinda back to morning bird phase where I dont need to set alarm weehee

05.34am

Oh wowzers good morning
Also ive been sleeping without the fan the past few nights cus colddd

07.40am

Even in my dreams I take time to blog
Good morning

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23.53pm

Fulfilling and enjoyable day!
Long time since I saw my vampire side come out aka when I suck everyone's energy out from them and they progressively get tireder as I get more energetic hahaha
Bismillah for our journey!

01.48am

Sometimes im like Why do I watch vlogs why do they entertain me so much thats quite weird
Literally when im upset and alone and have noone to turn to, theyre the only thing making me calm and even smile and laugh
Thanks ballingers

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22.21pm

Have been waking up at 8 consistently
I think im emotionally tired but is it better to feel too much than nothing
We'll see

01.24am

Did a video with bestoe this week and I wanted to edit it today but I forgot where I put my laptop charger and I have no strength to look for it

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08.40am

Honestly lost track of what time I fall asleep what I know is I always end up waking up in the morning

08.08am

The day I can sleep in my body clock wakes me up now
But my eyesss are so heavyy

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14.17pm

After a long time I had almost the whole week straight of early morning to late night plans consisting of 2 houred sleeps no wonder im so tired also it's the pre period period so it's even more exhausting
But it has been a great week filled with joy and new experiences, Alhamdulillah!
But also it's the most intense week ive had since circuit breaker so it has been really exciting
Ended with a bang with Anugerah audition, Toys r us adventure and Meeting STYLO to end the night
Today I rest
I have so many unreplied messages this whole week I had no strength but i'll try
Also explains my lack of proper blogging
I havent even replied to most birthday messages I feel so bad but I will get around to doing it eventually :')
Overwhelming support for AAW for our audition, what I know it it was the funnest best audition ive ever had and it's a sign that im a true blue a cappella singer hehehahaha

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20.29pm

Me this afternoon: what even are naps
Also me: falls asleep accidentally
Oof

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22.06pm

I still do hurt at times, and every time im lowkey like "Again? When will this be done?"
But I got this insyallah.
I have no heart lol this is how we deal with emotions just dont feel

08.21am

This better be a good morning

23.39pm

Happy birthday esposo numero uno
Had a fun day but whole day I was sleepyish lol cheesefrog
Long, exciting day tomorrow so I better get some rest

04.24am

Come thru with the 1 hour sleep body clock yes thank you
Spent my wednesday with eatgo with our passionate labour talk in the middle of movie marathon
Planned to sleep the whole night to recharge for today's full day of rehearsing but couldnt fall asleep until an hour ago and blabla
I can get almost 5 more hours of rest

01.50am

Holidays means I lose track of time lol
We got into the 2nd round of Anugerah hahaha im just excited to audition as an a cappella group for the first time :')
Very last minute but we'll pull through insyaallah

05.32am

Good slept the whole day it should last me a week

01.42am

Oof knocked out again lol but didnt last through the night got about 4 hours of sleep

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02.38am

Youngsters are so cringe
It pains me lol

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20.58pm

Omg I slept the whole day away

06.35am

Whoaaa ended up knocked out but god knows how much my body needed the rest :')
I was shook cause I thought my body would wake me up 2 hours after falling asleep so I had a to-do list including eat dinner/supper but lol

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08.26am

Im extrovert who malas to layan orang how
Also I just accepted water from the organizer
Why did I do that everybody knows I wont drink it
Hungry
Torn between using my phone and saving my battery I just want to watch duncan lolll woes of no longer using portable chargers

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20.50pm

Tired, avoiding content and tired

05.10am

I have a rehearsal with a live band in 6 hours I should sleep

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23.20pm

Tired, but I aim to sleep

02.26am

I get emotional seeing all my friends on fb and insta sharing about tokti's new iconic MV
:')
Also forced someone to watch her documentary with me yesterday lolol spread the love okay
I wish her success and happiness always and may the second already very loved baby grow healthily insyaallah ♡

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08.11am

Slept between 20-50 mins lol dont even know
Woke up from a bad dream but the good thing is the two times I ever had nightmares (and I only got it after realising that ive never had nightmares my whole life lollll be careful what you wish for) I wake myself up while reciting doa or zikirs like soothing myself in my dreams=waking myself up in real life
Hmm jauhkan pls

01.24am

Early to bed and early to rise makes me a non blogger lol
I cant type i have a plaster on my right thumb
Almost secured myself a holiday job but alas not my rezeki this time round
Looks like i'll be busy singing and doing nothing yay

Merry December! (02.27am)

Insyaallah, may this be a month of good blessings and healing, a beautiful ending to a beautiful, challenging year.
Allah keep us in your protection always
I think I slept at 10? Before 10? Who even knows
Keep waking up every hour but I keep forcing myself to go back to sleep for at least 5 hours cause I know if not I wont fall asleep again the whole night
So im supposed to go back to sleep one more time but we'll see
Gotta be up at 8?