Hahaa im doing so many things at once
Choosing my clothes while reading my old diary while wanting to do wordsearch while clearing my phone's content while watching youtube
I will chill okay
I miss rehearsals!
Comeback will be sweet
Had a lovely evening yesterday
Mini picnic but it was crowded where we were at in Sentosa
Also the words social distancing is so annoying but necessary so ppl be safe please
Dang with Hmx on hiatus my telegram is so quiet like a ghost town
I miss theM omg
May god protect us all
Hope to reconcile asap hais but we gotta tide this over cmon
Had a pretty lovely day after spending most of yesterday napping hahah recharging weekend
Spent today clearing the wardrobe while watching feel-good movies like The blindside, Soul surfer and just finished with Full out
We even got Chiqa to feed us food while we were cleaning hahaha she's the best
But they both have stopped for the night while im excitedly clearing my clothes cause I have too much honestly hahaha
Okay gonna go back to work soon
May this week be better than the last
Oh no I didnt blog what
Brb
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12.29pm
In need of so much posivitity, hope and faith
Insyaallah we'll all tide through this virus season together!
May Allah protect us and our loved ones, and grant our prayers to get rid of the virus soonestest
Keep doing our part as responsible social creatures and equally as importantly keep praying for His help!
♡
Have a lovely (and safe) weekend ahead!
I actually dont mind this new distruptive sleep schedule, somehow my napping is less too and I feel well rested given I wake up on my own terms in the end
Think I fell asleep at 6 plus and then got awakened at 7 and again now
But I will go back to sleep after having mini breakfast I mean who can resist coffee
Hope everyone is staying clean and safe
Have a lovely day ahead!
Wednesday without Hmx
You mean: Wrong
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22.33pm
This time usually we'd be in tr43 just ending rehearsal but still not going home cus we love each other hais insyaallah we'll get through this well
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Had an unexpectedly dramatic night of hangman oof that was fun heh
Tried to clear my wardrobe but my physical being is not ready for labour
Oof to get best results from me one must let me be
On my own time I will achieve things
Currently singing while laying down heheh
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18.52pm
Have been adapting to a few changes by now, not unpleasant but still different and I think im getting the hang of it
So much so that im ready to resume life hahah I have been putting life on hold and Hmx being cancelled is giving me more reasons to pause more than ever but noOOo it's the opposite
Im even more adamant to fight for something
These kids deserve screen time but also I miss them I miss rehearsals I even miss cherie's nagging??
Time for a refresh and may we continue bettering ourselves to be better than the us yesterday
(though it's ok to falter as long as we keep trying anyway!)
've been a while since i allowed myself to do things unwillingly hahah k not that dramatic but just
I want to nap oof
This night owl phase is real
At least I napped twice in the day so im not too worried about lacking rest ahhaha
Gotta be up in like 4 hours i'll probably fall asleep within the next hour or two hopefully hehe
Have a lovely day ahead!
How fast can a mood change oof
Am kinda exhausted but like not wanting to give in
Everything kinda hurts and I can do nothing much
Hopefully rest is enough heh
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22.53pm
A lot of us forget we have so much power
We can never control what people around us will think or feel, but as long as we continue emitting positivity and love we can hope to attach some of it to others too
Even if it doesnt work, it's best for our sanity and heart
Continue having faith and being kind
Insyaallah we'll be good!
ps i miss hmx heh didnt get to enjoy last night cus i was exhausted but i am recharged now let me meet them
Gotta be up in 3 hours oof
I dont think my physical body actually wants to go hiking but my mind does
We'll see hahah
Had a lovely day! ♡
Watched My spy and batista is so badass like me
Why are we so cool humans will never know
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14.25pm
Sleepy, dont like trains too much
Did I tell u i fell asleep at like 430 and woke up an hour later how even
Strong was the door (idk what im typing)
I wanna sleeeep
In an attempt to get my life together again ever so slightly im gonna do harmowork huhu
Gotta go back to working man but what can be better than kids club oof
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16.52pm
Hais. Very sad but am glad to know im not the only one feeling this way
How dare they stop harmonix from harmonixing
Knowing us though... hheehh jk safety first
Already missing them though
It's hard enough waiting for wednesdays now we have to wait loNGER
</3
Tis is what heartbreak feels like im sure
Have been such a bad blogger oof
Will try to get back on track, honestly not sure why im not updating things that I should/could
Whoa I got a 2 hours nap which is basically sleep already
I should eat something
Also I have been a terrible blogger but just a summary of the past week
Hurting hearts are healed and love can be found even in the darkest of places
After resting too much over the past 2 days this girl is night owling again im quite happy but also I hope this wont cause more sleepy days ahead cus im lazy to sleep more heheh
Going on a whatsapp replying spree tonight oof when did I transition from the best to worst person to message hahaha but eh im not complaining about it lol
Have a lovely day ahead!
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04.58am
So if youve read my blogs regularly you probably have seen days where I cant sleep because im too excited to get ready and play with makeup
Tonight is one of those nights haha
It felt like ages since I last worn freakin eyeliner oof I missed it and mascara and everything
Gotta be up in less than 5 hours so idk what im doing right now huhu
Missing Hmx a little extra tonight but great news is rehearsals resume TOMORROW!!!
Hehehe yay
How can one person fix and ruin your mood that shouldnt be allowed lol
But also it has the power of change
Which is cool I guess but like hello who allowed anyone
Had a cool day yesterday, ate cake and ice cream and beat a loser in games hehehe ♡
End of recess week boo but also time for my hmx to get back on task, get finals over and done with and then hustle together with me
Bismillah for their and our journey ahead!
May god heal the hurting hearts tonight, insyaallah ♡
It's been a week since a shift happened and sometimes risks are more blind faith than calculated
Positive thoughts and kindness will bring us places we've never imagined before
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16.41pm
Not feeling the best currently both physically and non physically
I think I need beach time
Heal myself from inside out
Oof
Alhamdulillah I do feel a lot better today
Seeing somemonix and baby christmas definitely made me happy
And the day ended so lovely as well
:')
Gotta be up earlyyyy later to send baby chicky
Heh have a lovely dayyy :)
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06.57am
I mean if this wake up every two hours thing go on I wont need to set alarm especially since I have to wake up within the timetable of 2 hahaha idk what im saying quite bummed that my rest is interrupted by myself but hey okey go back to sleep
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12.46pm
Wake up wrong time, forced to eat too fast and now im feeling so bleh hahah how is this a thing hello im cooler than this
What is making this worse is that there are humans around me
Ew im feeling so uncomfortable but I cant escape oof I will survive
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15.17pm
Doing new things is cool but when it reminds you that you're an adult
Cue the nurse asking my age and another asking if im above 21 oof im so not
But adulting is not that hard
Just say you dont know and let them explain and then move on
It's just so loser
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17.48pm
Cant tell you how many times i've replayed I love me
This power anthem dropped at the best time possible
Also all my true friends texting me being excited about it too heh ♡
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20.52pm
Exhausted and would be quite happy being left alone
Just needa recharge again lolrandom
Again, force feed positivity and it will come right back insyaallah!
Allah protect us and bless us with patience and love!
♡
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13.36pm
Oof demdem's new single just dropped and it's fireeee
Also she's always so beautiful whoever say she's not is crazy and just crazy lol
Music video is also lovely I definitely will be listening to this a lot
Thank you and welcome back bebe ♡
My life has been thrown off course quite majorly but I forgive myself and this would take time
Eh. Embracing each moment honestly
Sometimes we forget that it's ok to let go and just allow ourselves to feel and experience the present before rationality kicks in and drag us out back into obligations and social contracts
Why is school making me go to school on a friday I do not enjoy the concept of it at all
I have no energy to drag myself to ntu not even to catch the last shuttle bus
So either i'll reach rehearsal at like 8pm or 9pm hahaha jk
But really hais I need strength lets do this!!!
I wake up every 2 hours so consistently I can guess the time without looking
Havent felt properly recharged in a few days now
This heart is unsure what to do next
But it's always like this
The day i'm sure is gonna be a boring day
Ahahaha
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04.48am
Honestly 2nd March is one of my fav days of the year just cause of the puns I can come up with today
Anything people ask me to do i'll just be like "No it's two march" (hahahahaa; too much, in case it wasnt clear)
And it's a valid reason
Also wow I slept for 4 hours without waking up in the middle this works