00.49am

Whoa I forgot I hadnt done this
Will update this space tomorrow
As of now I hope I tired myself enough to sleep

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20.25pm

O my goat I was enjoying the little pocket of alone time I have hahah
I had a fantabulous weekend- it was atikah's wedding which was idek I didnt know exactly how much I missed her until I saw her in person- at first glance I saw the good friend whom I spent almost every waking hours with in lower sec which was crazy.
Went to karaoke with my fellow HF and idk everything felt like... just nothing changed at all, and I mean at all.
It would be too emo for me to reflect now but would probably do it soon hahaha

Ended up going to yol's place and watched idk how many movies and ate ice cream; ideal nights tbh hahah
We finally found the old movie we've been talking about for years which we couldnt find (I TOLD HER THE TITLE BUT SHE DIDNT BELIEVE SO WE WENT THROUGH LIKE 4 other movies)
Fell asleep (lol yeah right we were laughing till 3am) and then spent our sunday with her family over a feast and karaoke session
Aka them being impressed that we've been friends for "so long"
8 years is barely long but friendship is not about how long you've known the human but the quality (ok i know this is not the quote im just lazy to type hahhahaha)

Remember when I said today was last day of work....
Hahahahahhaha my contract got extended a week
It's ok rezeki kot
But the routine I cannot

Going to school tomorrow for FOP dry run (wait why am I revealing this giving out info online is dangerous)
And then work resumes on wednesday and trainings and meetings

Let me just spend the night with my thoughts okey
Buenas noches, sweetdreams!

01.11am

I had a pretty fantastic day!
Work as usual began laggy but then challenges started presenting themselves so me and cik khairani were like tagteaming trying to decipher the emails seriously formalities are so overrated the guy made something so simple sound so complicated with his unneccessary use of codes and spam emails that could be combined into 1 single email and idek what is he thinking
This is called menyusahkan orang hahahaa

Had a really long journey to the airport but like my guess, me and eatgo arrived at the exact same time man even the buses are on the same telepathical level as us both hehehe
Roamed around for awhile cause yol's flight was delayed but we arrived at the arrival hall exactly 1 minute before the plane landed ayy on time lateness coming through
So we stood right in front of her family but she didnt notice us even fira walked past us without noticing us!!!
But then both fira and alya came to hug me aw maheart
And the giant green sister came too ew
Hahahaha didnt think i missed her but from the tenfolds of insults we threw at each other safe to say she misses us more than we miss her (duh)
Went to jalan kayu for dinner and then got sent home, all courtesy of the dad.
I had such a good night just unwinding (ok actually winding up hahahah) with them- this should totally be a routine hahaha

Meeting them again tomorrow and nelly will somehow join in lets see
Now I need proper sleep

ps once again, i know it's 'eatgo and I' whatever see self-awareness but not doing anything about it because unnecessary

pps random lyric break

i think he can see through everything but my heart

02.42am

Genuinely cant remember the last time I felt this fresh at this timing
Idek why but not complaining (maybe will complain later tonight)
Going on a dinner date with my favourite friskies hahaha ms eatgo
(prangai overly attached eh padahal saturday we meeting again hahahah oh wells)
Ok so now idk there is not a single atom in me that realises it is almost 3am
Goodnight, sweetdreams!

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14.55pm

I cannot emphasize how relieved I am that it's the 2nd last day of work hahahah I cant even
Today's lunch is catered food which was great but paiseh gila cause aunty kamala served me the food which was like nO why thanks but why but thanks
Also im super tired from emotional drama (lol I was rewatching isteri vs tunang and groaning and how cringey it is so I stopped)
Ok la I shall go entertain myself haha adios have an amazing day!

09.02am

I woke up seeing pictures of the baby teletubbies they are seriously too cute who allowed
But one of them looks dangerously pink I hope it's not true cause don't spoil my rainbow pls
Anyway in my dreams it was already the weekends so I ignored my alarm until I recalled I had training last night and training was on wednesday
That's when I woke up and yup after 3 days of waking up way too early, today it's the opposite hahah loser la

Training was so fun (or maybe I just missed them so... biased hahaha)
We all got high in the end and couldnt stop laughing for no reason

Ok ah I should go get ready keyword is should but sometimes we dont do things we should do
Adios have a buenas dias!

ps i miss them crazy loads, happy birthday hunter!

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23.36pm

Lesson of today is letting go. I made several (and consecutive) bad decisions but that's ok.

Met gang grablorry for lunch thanks guys for travelling to me just so we could hangout for an hour- ive never had a group of humans who does that hahah usually i'd be the one travelling so ya dont be weirded out at my intense appreciation. I missed them and it was a good catchup session, but one that calls for a follow-up soon!

Headed to marina square for the supposed acachamps celebration- I guess I wasnt meant to celebrate myself hahahahah chaotic but oh well- ended the night enjoying the skyline (because beautiful duh) and waited for the bus which took a bit too long and standing the whole journey home. The short time spent with them brought me both joy and .... idk the seniors were interrogating me i didnt even know what i said hahaahah whats new 

Relaxed by playing one game of pickup sticks with chiqa which I promised her, hahaha and mummy was cooking right as I stepped into the house so I guess in the end, life is honestly what we make it.

I just feel so extra blessed tonight and I hope I can repay everyone's kindness tenfold. 

Hahahah emo i think i need ice cream i really need ice cream cant remember the last time I had one (jk I totally can- cue to vivo when I ACCIDENTALLY I PROMISE ate a total of 4 ice cream cones and 1 sundae it was the best night but still accidentally)

ps mummy bought me charger and i randomly asked "is it purple" and IT IS! heheeheheh

pps since i technically havent celebrated acachamps success i should get icecream tomorrow??? yayzzs

Dude man bruh

I realise I use the word gurl more than dude this past year hahahah not negligible ok
Naj used to be so annoyed when I called her bro or man or dude
So I tried to use those words less (just to her)
Now im trying to not use the word gurl for everyone cus idk i feel like guys would be more offended if I called them girls than if I call a girl dude
Ok im not making sense but I am

And here on Smackdown, opportunities are earned even if your name is John cena.

Lol cena's reaction after dbry said this was like "bruh when havent i earned them"
Lameeee but exciting and y2j is back baby im excited ok see how happy i am hahahhah nope you cant see me
And lol @ how every match these days are called dream matches bish a dream match is hornswoggle vs great khali
A dream match is shawn michaels vs john cena
It's undertaker vs sting
Not whatever you said it was talk to my hand man

K bye why am I blogging so much
Oh btw I went to nenek's stall today to wish her happy birthday hehehe hope to have a gathering with the fams soon ♡

03.36am

No idea what time I slept last night all I remember was mama trying to make me drink my coffee but I was already sleepingish
Ok now I know I slept before 10.20pm cause the last message I got was at 9.52pm hahahah ok la scientifically ideal sleeping time is between 11pm-4am so kind of there
Ok bye for now heheh rehearsal resumes tonight and I have a new part to learn I kept replaying but then again I kept singing my old part aiseh it took time to embrace the old weird notes and now I have to get to know a whole new set of weird notes but that's the challenge lets just do it ok

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05.13am

i was so ready to sleep again but this boi livestreamed
Anyway random thought but I feel like teas and coffees makes great presents cause you know even if the person is not known to like them they're good things that they might try one day and fall in love with
All im saying is I might grow up to be a human who goes around buying fine tea for people but classic lipton for myself cause classic
K goodnight
Jk

ps gentle reminder to be kindest to yourself when you least deserve it ♡

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21.02pm

Sometimes life likes to throw you expired lemons, or lemons that tastes like cotton candy. 

It's weird and awkward but hey what else makes us humans- our job is to accept and react accordingly or as we wish 

04.34am

Woke up to 2 new daniel content what is this :')
(and stop roasting phil's hair you drama queens I absolutely love it)
Now to go back to sleep or not

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12.53pm

Office naps are so underrated I feel like I slept for an hour when it's just 8 minutes hahah
Idk if im genuinely hungry or just peckish either way lazy to eat
Actually feel like visiting the beach after work
We'll see my mood progression probably wont go cause im tired for no reason (ok la work is tiring)

Anyway Yol is coming home in like 3 days what the goat must I really go fetch her psht hahaha jk I love the airport
Just 5 more days of work ehehehe im stoked
Have a great day while I decide whether or not to eat lunch even though lunchtime is literally ending in 1 min

01.37am

Man... when was the last time I stayed up past 1am
Oh right everyday hahahha literally last night
Anyway I can't sleep
The fams went out to esplanade but i couldnt even so i stayed in the whole night
Last week of work technically since my contract ends end of the month
Looking forward to being a fulltime student again psht what a fulfilling weird holiday I had
Ok I will keep attempting to sleep
Goodnight sweetdreams

ps sorry i ever said i didnt dig sorry not sorry cus i totally do now

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12.12pm

Wow rough night I woke up 2 hours too early hahah er one of the coolest spanish words is zanahorias guess what it means (or google translate cus i cant give answer it spoils the souprise- oopz gave a clue)

K time to get ready for work D: 

02.13am

Man I didnt blog at all cause 1) didnt even touch my phone especially towards the night
2) was having so much fun socialising
Yesterday (ok fine, friday) was a blur, work as usual and then went to sentosa ehehe yall know and then had a bit of walkaround at vivo with a short lepak session with overpriced icecream

Began today (ok fine, yesterday) with taklimat bahas which I woke up on time for but spent an hour youtube hopping before I realised my earliness but still ended up reaching about the same time as tatyana, shabs and mima so like was I even late no I wasnt
Got to meet and interact with this year's contestants!
Went to bp afterwards to meet my harmonixers (aahahha ew so cheesy)
I was actually on time man I reached at 2pm haha thanks buses for cooperating
Ate great food and played intense games, had a productive bonding session ah actually hahaha so productive that we left at 1am hais sorry homeowner (dont focus on the word meow in homeowner)
(ah shouldnt have pointed it out)
Got uberpool with daya and mamat (hahahaha) or aka by cheryl; badaya- based on my asb shirt
And ok now im home and sleepy but refuse to sleep

Supposed to have 3 different plans for later but yknow what at this rate im like not entertaining the idea of going out ehehe maybe afternoon ah but no morning pls I need to rest
K goodnight sweetdreams, I truly had a beautiful day.

18.09pm

yo im sleepy hahah woke up today but couldnt drag myself out of bed so duh late for work lameee
Currently heading to sentosa to bask in the sea and sun before sunset
K let me enjoy myself buai

23.41pm

boy am i in need of rest hahahah
No idea if i can/want to wake up for work tomorrow morning :')
I had a real nice day today, a solid blue bloc!
What would 6 girls do at pulau tekong with no military outfits lol dance of course
It was a cool experience, lol like no crocs and ripped jeans allowed and it just felt like a giant camp, the crowd was fun and sporting though!
Especially my dance partner at the end even though you were saboed you did so well kudos!
Items went well for me personally finalmente I think I am regetting used to shows again (bruh pardon my years of absence)
Ended the day real well sleeping during the traffic jam, the makeup removing and rewearing session at the toilet and then dinner with insyi and elephant
Saw mak idah and pak sani! Hahaha aka took their seats cause lazy to find seats
Food was amazing haizeh by the end we had each other's plates cause we were tired of our food (not me ah them both such fwps)
Got icecream from macs and went around to admire accessories trying not to spend

SNS music video 5 minutes in

1) sHe's wearing purple gurl i know

2) paris hilton's outfit is amazing wtheck

3) That Too cool dance move!!!!! cute but aint tess mad

4) luved seeing marissa in the video ahahais bffls

5) she looks like she's having fun although partying is a weird definition of fun

6) some fail moments like the bubbles in her eyes hahahah what a cute loser

7) the ending is precious

8) the location is beautiful man

X lol the people are extra i just need dems centrestage im happy for lyfe

X such an ad-driven video lolzers what to do

X the unnecessary scenes aka everything

14.41pm

Helo
Took half day off to accompany chiq's doctor's appointment but ended up full day cause I think her illness spread to me???
Hahah thanks ya
Had an amazing brunch and bought some necessary (bahaha) new makeup but now we are all ready to sleep man
As usual i wont be medicining anytime soon
Oh my I just recalled that I have the dance performance tomorrow hahahah ok let me rest
Goodnigh(af)t(ernoon)

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21.27pm

Yo woke up to muffins which is amazing ??
We passed by the shop at kkh and then walked back cause they looked tantalizing and they taste splendid bless man
And I cant believe I have a weekday performance tomorrow that should be a thing more often in my life cause it's nice being at the off peak hours of everything
In the meanwhile pls pray that i get the mods I want I want to bring my gpa up hehehe just cause I want to go exchange ah thats all (ok not really girl dream big and achieve big)
Idk ive been a young overachiever so by the time I reached sec school I was bored and up till now my lepakness is real but if I could only get in touch with my younger self

(did I say I have a love hate relationship with my current forced-transitioning-into-adulthood self cause im less badass and im more responsible i dont enjoy this life lol)

BTW yesterday was so great had dinner with the original evokals (minus XQ) and jorene and the karaoke session was bomb cause we sang hsm songs and my insanely talented freakfriends performed I just cant thank u for being in my life guys

ps look how gleeful 2014 youtube is the bezt man

07.31am

Heyy im actually in the bus already hahahha left home earlier (lol right as i said this yol smsed asking why im up so early)
Ok ya I realise why I didnt like SNS- cause cant relate hahaha like the song is empowerment and a major diss track for haters but ya I dont care about what people think enough to feel the song
Still, it's now on replay as always dems gets her way loser with these anthems
Cant wait for D6 to drop sista

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17.49pm

Had a smooth sailing and super lepak day at work and now im off to town to meet some nerds (hahaa jk) for karaoke
May traffic not be bad por favor
AND I LEARNT SOME LATIN TODAY but doubting it's reliability cause yknow besides the fact that im learning it from the interweb and no real life humans around me speaks it
They could totally troll me but nvm sincerity is there

12.11pm

Lunchtime is good always
This morning when I was (I believe) halfway between waking up and still sleeping, (like my brain was awake but physically sleeping) I had one of those (quite rare for me) moments where I suddenly recalled a memory but then begin doubting whether it was really something that happened or a dream
Wanted to wake up and put it in my memo for future reflections but my thoughts got interrupted
Hahaha the human brain is so weird it's fascinating
I shall either nap or youtube or do some music arrangements or tumblr idek probably eat cause lunchtime but lazy la
Have a fantabulous day

01.08am

Im so supposed to sleep lest I end up with a blank brain during training later
I've been quite irritable lately I blame it on either my too much multitasking (nehh... ok maybe cause it means im used to things getting done quicker and on my terms) or lack of alone time (spending too much time with losers do take a toll on you) (ok la not losers just people who dont flow the same way as you do- also forcing you to act in a different way because avoiding problems is easy, annoying but easy)
(Wait why am I saying this in my current state of life im not hanging out with any of these people??? Im happy with my company thank u)
I hope this phase goes away soon cause im usually my source of positivity so bruh who gonna boost u but urself whats ur problem
(See, angst. Hahaha jk this is scripted)

But really.
Sis I give u 48 hours
(That was me talking to myself if it wasnt obvious enough)
Goodluck and go sleep pls you cant be late for trainings anymore

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23.36pm

Ay im out of my rut hahah
Had a productive training (we were on time literally 9am stepped foot in)
Felt like cooking so then we ate while watching philosopher's stone but then fell asleep halfway lol
Needless to say now I cant sleep but it es alright

Physically uncomfortable currently no idea que porque i'll have to live with it
Goodnight, sweetdreams!

ps introed adik and insyi to sleep calculator hahahaa may it work for them as well as it does for me

16.31pm

Happy saturday!
Currently lepaking alone at home
Half of me is happy cause I finally get to rest but the other half of me is wanting to go out and jalan raya finally cause I need to
Technically leaving later to mama lin's and mak yah's place but im still like lepaking watching harry potter (yes i know again psht no such thing as too much)
K ah i'd probably either fall asleep or begin to get ready soon which path I take decides my day
Ceh hahahaa no la bye have an amazing day!

12.03pm

It is ridiculously cold currently and they opened the window to let the aircon flow out but it doesnt work because it's raining and now it's colder hahahahaha
Usually i'd go out to bask in the sunlight and heat but wont work today nevermind hujan rahmat
Literally wearing a jacket over a hoodie over a sweater, still freezing
Go away elsa
Morning was nice, no traffic rush and even grab surges didnt surge (?)
Es almuerzo y quiero dormir
This week has been devoid of training- both asb and harmonix but as fate loves to have it, the next training date is the same for both hahahahaha thanks goblins
Im meant to live this life thank god for singapore's size and transport system and my house for being central
Ok im waiting for my food to arrive and then I have less than 200 books to settle before weekends yESSSsS
Have a splendid day, takecare!

ps hahahha cik khairani just offered me another jacket and im like "it's ok im already wearing 3!" and she said "me too!"

pps i really want to play in the rain soon ok

20.26pm

Gosh i feel like an old man winding down after a day at work at 8pm hahaha
Today was plain relaxing la which was nice I wasnt sleepy at work but I also didnt do anything exciting except I got new clothes ehehe
May tomorrow be a better day for us all, I usually dont differentiate weekdays from weekends but office hours makes me wAnt the weekends more so pls understand and relate bye
Goodnight!

20.59pm

Idek today was very mixed feelinged
A solid orange bloc in my year-in-pixels (which i totally stopped updating on 1st feb cause I misplaced the notebook hahaha.....)
Rainy morning which is always not the best but arrived to the office with breakfast on the table so blessed
Yol was entertaining me (actually I think I was entertaining her)
Went out for lunch with colleagues which was nice and entered this cafe which just ughh the smell of coffee rejuvenated my entire being it was beautiful
Took a new route home which was the same amount of time as if I were to take the usual route home except im not stuck in jams lol i'd take that anyday

This job is so not my thing first of all it is exhausting for no reason like there is no outcome from the hours of work I put in (ok lah got but it's the company's benefit not even the customers psht ok la still value adding)
And I dont even have time to interact with my colleagues cause they are all chionging to and fro work to avoid peak hour traffic and just go home I mean I feel ya
But i'll embrace each day as it comes and I have 2 more weeks to go ayy it's ok it's ok

Im having rehearsals withdrawals I miss going straight to training after work it always got me through work easier cause I know i'd be ending the day well aisehh
Watched like 3 movies today including 1 horror movie which I made yol watch too hahaa she stays alone in her dorm room

Sorry not sorry? Be sorry

Well shiz demetria, for the first time in my life I did not fall in love with your song on the first beat
Sorry not sorry you are so much better than this
Still badass though.
But cmonnnnn D6 BETTER SLAY
You never disappoint bby maybe just this once it's ok im always here

09.55am

Good morning yooo
Hahaha I had a nonsense morning but i'll make sure it stops there
Woke up too early and when that happens obviously I went back to sleep and when that happens obviously late but ok ah it was not really a bad morning ah haha just the grab debacle but who cares it's over LET'S MOVE ON!
Lets just say I spent 25$ on a supposedly 12$ ride and got an ineffecient driver let me cry but nvm like I said lets move on in life
Main thing is, the thing you're looking out for will always be there- like if im focusing on the negatives I can list them all out but I can also with the same amount of effort look for the blessings and get a better outcome in outlook and feeling so.... guess which im going for
Duhh

Im gonna eat the breakfast papa bought and feel great and have a blessed day ahead
I hope anyone reading this is having a great day too!

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22.47pm

Like I said, the day ended great! Managed to jalan raya to 2 houses which is my 3rd day of jalan raya which is sad but like I said, next week it resumes heheh

BTW I have tried streaming SNS for the past 7 hours but failed hello dems come to me faSTER 

00.48am

Hahahahahaha it's so annoying to be saboed but as long as it does not trouble me i shall remain silent and own it
In other words can people be more mature and learn to cushion themselves

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21.07pm

Morning was weird but real blessed, got a hitch driver who played his original music on the stereo.
It took 2 hours to reach home cause of traffic which is so zzz
Im having intense acachamps withdrawals halp

00.55am

Me at 11.20pm: googles sleep calculator who said I should sleep at 11.30pm to wake up at 7.08am

Hahaha see how it turned out hashtag I tried
Goodnight will keep trying

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18.27pm

Yesterday was such a good day, start to end, and I cannot put into words how good I felt.
They forced a debrief but obviously I said nonsense because some things are just meant to be kept in the heart and felt as a whole, a shared piece that somehow ties us together despite the silence.
(See, nonsense again hahaha)

Sometimes I blog and attempt to pour everything out, despite how hard it is to capture everything in this brain of my even remotely close to accurate. But this?
It's the kind of words where I really want to keep for myself, because most likely the totality of emotions expressed would not only be extremely confusing and incomprehendable, but also hella long cause you know hashtag self reflection

My champions, amazing job. I love and respect all of you loads already!

Muchas gracias and special shoutout to justine's house, wuen nee, andrea, adeline, farouq, earl, jm, sathish, my evokals gang keichi fred and iman, jorene, and the rest of the team- and everyone who offered their well wishes and prayers you guise are the MVP (though I asked yol for a goodluck wish and she sent me a vid of herself by the beach..... same thing but still lozer) 

Of course mama for tolerating me reaching home late on consecutive days hehehe love u 

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23.11pm

Lol I fell asleep at 8pm and woke up thinking it's at least 2am but it was only 10pm why do I keep hoping hahahah jk I will continue

Couldnt wake up for dance hahahah i reached home at like 4.30am because we were debriefing at justine's place- we spent a whole day together for the first time like freaking 18 hours so I saw the progress of the humans and if they were morning, afternoon or nocturnal persons hahahah it was great 

(Iman: why your energy level same throughout the day are you not tired)

I'd like to call that a talent hahah anyway bad news

I just found out my wazza left man u IM SO SAD that loser how dare D; 

03.45am

Oh my I totally didnt blog- just reached home actually and I was occupied the whole day :')
Will update this at work because I will need something to keep myself awake later hahahahaha pls wish us luck (us being my other harmonixers)

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19.39pm

Idk these past few days have been a blur
I think it's the leaving home early and reaching home late everyday
Today is a breather but even then I cant really relax because it is like 25 hours to acachamps
Im so proud of my team and their dedication literally work at 6am we reach home at 3am hahaha gurl thank god for uber night promos

Today was a blessed day though I woke up 9 minutes after work started hahahaha called in to say i'll be late and had to cab and it was at a not-so-peak hour so that was a blessing pshh
Then cik khairani gave me both breakfast and lunch D;
So nice of her, may Allah grant her with prosperity and blessings in every form!

I couldnt stop listening to our set pieces (of course I wont excuse you) but also ptx's halellujah and that's christmas to me which idk gives me too much feels it physically hurts
Of course I have raya songs on because im honestly so bummed I didnt get to roam around a lot but next week it resumes! (Probably even this sunday plsplspls I want to jalan raya again)

Tomorrow will be a long day and i'll need so much energy and focus so I really really really hope need want have to sleep por favor
Ok la let me rest while waiting for our pezzo to arrive

ps i dont even have time to watch dnp videos what even

pps love this hustling though, made me literally sick but just shows how conquerable things are with a great team ceh whatevs hahah

ppps true though

pppps omG food is really here hahaha nice timing

ppppps this was us at 2.45am just now ahaha i cant even with them

09.59am

SOS im so restless cause of tiredness and sleepiness and fever- plus it's my first day period hahaha yayy im being attacked

Really tempted to take half day off because idk if i physcially can hahah lame la
Ended training a bit before 2am just now hais im touched by the team's dedication it was like 1am and we were like let's just go for it and do what we need to do
May they feel better and more energetic than me this morning por favor
And this office's aircon is ridiculous ive upgraded to wearing 3 jackets and it doesnt work bye la

ps 3 days to acachamps AHHH can u hear me screaming

pps eh no kidding im half dead huhhhh D: 

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11.11am

Ok i think i found the source of my pain hahaha cause papa bought me lunch and I realised the last time i ate was lunch two days ago- though i did eat a slice of sushi yesterday bruh 

Hopefully IT ALL CURES magically 

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19.04pm

NAPS ARE DANGEROUS I woke up feeling less sleepy but more sick but at least one problem solved hahaha thank god 

12.40pm

Feeling exceptionally boreder today so im watching old asb videos to occupy my time
Why is lunchtime flying by when the first 3 hours of work crawled like a broken worm?!?!
Hahahaha mind over matter eh

Btw managed to do the stars wars i was standing by but as usual stars planner acted up at the literal last minute but alhamdulillah at least I got to secure my cores (last sem I only got one and i didnt even know it was a core hahahaha)
I really hope to get into Latin omg this would be my 2nd dream language come true ah first was españyol and ahora yo puedo hablo espanyol hahaha
I would learn latin myself too if there were more resources but alas.
Next up, shakespearean english but im sure I can learn this myself

Training at town tonight im so excited to see the rest this is why I love training for productions and major performances and competitions cause the long hours and frequent training is (albeit tiring) great for team bonding hahaha

Anyway, birthday shoutout to one of my beloved sisters, kak faizah!
(8 of my fb friends have their birthdays today that is a lot)

Mmm idk im feeling positive and like I want to create something but im stuck in front of excel but who cares
Have an amazing day ahead!

ps really wants to jalan raya more

pps sudden surge of pride of beyonce's voice

10.41am

Im listening to ptx's christmas album hahahaha just bliss man
5 days to acachamps we are so excited
Yesterday's trainings- learnt a new choreo for asb and then had more like a acapella daycamp were really fun
(Avi's part break...... let me indulge......)
Ok done haha
Im so stoked for the team, actually half cant believe we're actually in a competition hahaha but we are and hashtag All the Way

I have school stuff to settle but the rate im going they're so abandoned
Literally need to take it down a notch for just a little while I can resume soon ok cmon gurl
K im less sleepy today cause papa packed like a goodie bag lunch and snacks for me hahahahah love u ♡

I shall resume my work, the weather is cool today literally which is nice
Good day mi mateys

01.28am

I had a nice day despite the waking up rough part hahah
Sometimes a day feels good not cause anything particular happened but it's just the little things like getting a text from someone you havent spoken to in a while, seeing new faces, talking to another stranger, getting big news from a friend.
Just, life man. Life is amazing- good or bad, it is amazing and i'm always thankful.

Started the day with training of course my throat feels a lot better but need to regain the strength ceh what nonsense hahaha
Hung out with daya and andrea at jollibee for a while and got hitch to marsiling with a really friendly driver who was sharing stories about her daughter hahaha
So went jalan raya and got great food
PLUS finally met the pink alien after what feels like ages
I love her and I wish the best for her always always!
(dont tell her that, im supposed to dislike people who loves pink)

Hahaha jk
I have dance at 9am and then harmonix till late whats new but im keeping an open mind to learning and improving hahhaha wait idk what nonsense I talking
Bye ah I need sleep (not a want but a need both of us breaking freeee)
Goodnight sweetdreams!

ps look what came in the mail! kak swag's annual jep card I LOVE IT EVERYTIME bless her talent

pps need to return the favour pronto man

Happy July! (01.09am)

Random story before I begin my daily "reflections"
Yesterday I walked to NTUC and then had a sudden urge to buy pillows but then the other side of my brain said "what would u do with a new pillow thats not a thing"
Turns out mama threw away my pillow hahaha my subconscious mind just knew

Ok yay survived today!
I felt nice the whole time outside I think it's the weather idk
If I still feel physically hurt by tomorrow i'll succumb to medicine cause I literally need immediate cure
(Cue acachamps in EXACTLY A WEEK)

Lets sleep goodnight sweetdreamszzs