Hibernation

Hello!
I feel like going on a few days excursion off contacting people and social media to fulfill what I finally had been wanting to do.
After almost 2 months experience with extreme meagreness of sleep, I finally got to hibernate for a few extra hours after a looooong week.
Akademi bahas launching happened yesterday and it was pretty fun, especially afterwards when we hung out at 4PM.
Sleptover at kak falah's place the night before but I ended up sleeping for half hour before I frustratedly decided to wake up once and for all.
After the event, reached home and fell asleep at 7.30pm after settling some stuff.

(Edited 23/02 1:54am)
I misplaced my portable charger and now more recently (literally an hour ago) my other phone.
Went out for dinner with the family and finally tried wingstop which was not nice eeek sorry!
All these while I walked past wanting to try the Atomic flavour which apparently was super spicy but alas, no hint of spicyness at all!
Disappointment was made up for with the garlic parmesan flavour though, that was pretty nice!
Just a few weeks ago I was trying to recall if I ever genuinely disliked outside food but so far I can't remember any.
Even for today since I managed to only not eat 3/4 of the atomic chicken which really was too sour idk why they put lemon or lime to annoy my tastebuds hahahaha jk.

So anyway I am currently facing a dilemma on whether to work at a place that might be fun or a place nearby my house.
At 2am I am too lazy to think about serious stuff so imma let it slide for now.
I really wanna go for a holiday, dont care if im alone or with a stranger but I don't know anyone who is okay with leaving everything behind on impulse without thinking much.
Had a truly exciting trip planned since last year but sadly got ditched halfway because of unforeseen circumstances.
If it had went through though it would've been perfect; but it's just not for us yet.
I'm pretty stoked for what everyday brings.
Truth be told i'm really happy where I am now, not being tied to anything, being able to do everything and nothing at the same time, not being assigned a goal but instead given the space to create and reach my own goals.
Some people gets queasy at the thought of having nothing to do, or no targets to aim, but I am enjoying every second of it!
Probably my future career revolves around this peaceful yet exciting philosophy.
What I know is for now, i'm not afraid to venture into the unknown, to take a step into the darkness nor am I afraid to plunge into the grand canyon (not literally im sorry what is that nonsensical thought) if it means getting to grow myself into a better person, and to experience life as it is.

Anyway I have been facing pretty egocentric humans who worst of all dont even realise they are self-seeking.
Humans please understand, it's not only you facing trials.
Don't be surprised when you realise that the remedy for your trials are facing THEIR own trials.
Just be nice and thoughtful, is that so hard?
Maybe sometimes lah huh.
On a semi-related note, i'm so done being a slave to a system which makes one burn themselves for the good of a minority.
Ok lah my phone is begging to be fed.
Come back my portable charger, I miss your presence.
Adeu ^^

ps a simple word or gesture can make or break someone's morale

Tried and tested

Hello!
So in the midst of very lepakish days and innovative mind, I had always wanted to sit in a quaint cafe in the midday, writing stories, poetry and songs.
How peaceful would that be right?
Wrong!
I tried it but I felt like I had no privacy although I ensured that I sat by a wall.
So there's that xD
I'll stick to my favourite spots aka 1) Bedroom 2) Seaside
May this ilham keep on flowing because it is fun to see what my brain has in store.

I used to be an active idea contributor, until I reached a point where this group of people are so narrow minded that I couldn't even bring myself to utter a word, except to agree with their ideas even when I didn't.
So it quickly became a habit for me to shut up my ideas during discussions, and then later deciding that hey, my ideas could've been integrated/would have probably worked better but of course, I wouldn't know.
So now given that i'm done with school and is now facing what many would call the "real world", i'm trying to kick that habit away.
Of course like any other changes, it's pretty hard to start but my hand is already on the ignition and i'm not taking it away.
Now I think that i'd rather face rejection than to not say anything at all.
I think only lah, hahaha.

Just got home from visiting dear Ika who got admitted aww man Cena why u do this!
Her friends came and I have no idea what we talked about but we were laughing like heck, kesian patient hahaha!
I pray ye get well fast, same goes to anyone who is sick at this moment.
May god ease your pain and grant you health!

Anyway I realise how much I hate being in a hierarchy.
Doesn't matter if i'm on top of the chain or at the bottom, the system of having a chain of command is so darn annoying.
Ok not important ah this topic.
Adeu ^^

ps why is zefron so cute?