Delays

Hello!
Have always wanted to blog but have always put it off and here we are, on the very last day of the year 2015!
As sad as I am to see this year go by (AKA the last year of being a true blood teenager and the last year of proper school) I am beyond stoked for what 2016 will bring.

Before I delve into the future though I wanna take this time to thank Allah for blessing this whole year, for always protecting me and my loved ones, for giving us supplements and just for everything, really.
May the tears shed by the ones I care about fully cure the wounds in their hearts.
May the bonds which are tested strengthen, against all odds.
May all the dreams forced to put to sleep reawaken and be bravely sought after.

I have witnessed some crazy moment this year, and have gone through a fair share myself.
School was nonsense, but I survived.
Regrets are apparent, but by the time I finish typing this sentence- you know what, in the words of the great Shakespeare, "All's well that ends well".
In other words, I don't care and it's all in the past and I am moving on!
And 2015 did end with a bang, with the Batam trip being the grape on top of the non existant cupcake.
(Yas grapes because purple)

2015 has been a year filled with opportunities.
But it's not as easy as drive thru starbucks.
These opportunities were either deprived, (a lil regrettably) not taken, or came at the wrong timings.
But I know it's just God's way of pushing me to something bigger and better, something that's the best for me.
It has been a year of emotions; all kinds of emotions.

I've broken all sorts of rules, and looking back I don't know why or how but hahahaha at least I have more weird memories to keep.
I made impulsive decisions and so far I regret none of those.
I did kinda crazy things like audition for shit.
I rejected a role I knew I could rock, and accepted one I thought was child's play (aka undermining myself; not doing that again but no promises)
I achieved a few of my dreams, such as;
Seeing Demi lovato live (I WANNA GET BACKKKKK *pun intended*)
Seeing freaking WWE live (CAN WE JUST.... I SAW CENA AND KANE LIVE)
And even the littlest thing like finally getting a polaroid camera (still very much obsessed thank you very much fam) and getting to go on more outings with my family just because my bros are working more stable-ly now.
Now it's my turn to add on!
2015 is an adventure.
One i'd fondly add to my book of memories.

2016 will be one to look out for.
I'm working properly for the first time, I'll be getting the A levels results.
Like it's the year I determine how my future is shaped (kinda)
And as nerve wrecking as it sounds, i'm kinda ready.
With all the positive thoughts, prayers and support on my side, i'll make it through everything.
So, join me as we bid Adeu to 2015, and say Hola to 2016 (Actually no depending on your country of origin and language these greetings might be a lot different)
(What am I talking about i'm not even Spanish nor am I... Hawaiian?)
Hahaha
Still, I hope you have a great new year's eve!
OMG I JUST REALISED THE TIME I AM SO LATE TO MEET STYLO OMGOMG
What a way to end this long post!
Adeu (to 2015, especially)

What to do

Hello!
Just got done finalizing a script with Yol!
It's so exciting to create, and though it gets kinda burdensome at times, seeing it all put together gives the best satisfaction!
Holidays are here and i've been doing a fair share of lepaking at home and going on outings.
Did some spring cleaning and found my Jambu shirt, was stumped for a few seconds and now I can't wait to wear it again!
I need to find my Arab shirt because I miss it hahahahaha.
Watched Sepahtu videos like 5 mins ago and I miss them!
Stoked for the Sepah(tu) reunion omg.....
Okay, it's 2.33am and I should sleep.
Need to pay forever 21 a friendly visit before leaving this Saturday!
Adeu ^^

ps 2 days to the getaway, may it all go smoothly Amin!

Influence Asia 2015

Hello!
My posts are so not organised but who in their right minds care.

7 December
Went for the Influence Asia 2015.
Got the tickets credit to Elfians SG!
Highlights were Joe flizzow and Sonaone.
The crowd was nonsense except I liked it that even when they don't know the winners, everyone just cheered because that's acknowledgement.
In conclusion I made new friends, got to lepak with Elizabeth tan for dinner and got Matcha latte!
Plus point, Lizzy won the youtube award for Malaysia!
So obviously our 'gang' was the loudest.

Ok guys, I should be on the way to Bugis now to see Daniel bryan (hais cries)
But 1) I am lazy to face the crowd, especially those nonsense fans ugh every event confirm got THAT one group of you know, eughh don't even wanna talk about it
2) Even though I love his personality, i'm not a Dbry fan in ring.
3) I am lazy to move
So in conclusion, i'll stay at home and wait for photos to be revealed.
Welcome to SG, Mr bella!
Nice guy lah, goat man.

Adeu ^^

Relapse, old videos reminds me.

Let him disappear from our sights, but never in our hearts. Let his laughter befall deaf ears, but never our lips stop mentioning his name. Let him pass from the world, but never from our memory. 💔

Thank you tauke, Pak yus is truly irreplaceable 😢😭

I was watching jozan videos earlier on and then came across his.
Reminded me of the good old times of the RL 1 finalists in their own shows together.
I can safely say it was love at first punchline.
When I first saw Jambu I was already sold; their jokes are genius.
I can never understand a few things; why they were always the underdog, why pak yus never won MOTM, and a few other things.
But I know now Allah is truly the best planner, for all his good deeds are now revealed in the best ways possible.

Tbh i'm heartbroken especially for tauke.
I adore his spirit though, to keep moving and carrying Pak yus' spirit forward.
You hear me now and i'm keeping my word; I'll forever be a Jambu supporter.
In my heart, only one Jambu exist and only two members matter.

And i've never seen his instagram so empty.

Rest well, Pak yus. I and million others miss you.

Al-fatihah.

#jambuforever

Lepak Sunday

Hello!
I feel so lepak right now and it's raining and I have nothing to do so I shall blog before embarking on brunch and find some things to do.

Had a fun day yesterday with kak faizah and family, nadiah and kak 'riya' (it's too weird to say my own name hahahha)
Woke up early and headed out to Sentosa and was late... lol because I thought I had an hour to waste skali I missaw (this should be a word) the time.
Walked to Palawan to see baby syafiqah playing in the water omg so cuteeeeee!
Then I realised that me and kak riya was wearing the same coloured shirt, pants and both of us were wearing bandanas wow telepathy.
So we had the funpass 3 and we first went to trickeye museum.
Literally I don't care where I go as long as the people with me are awesome I feel awesome so that's what's happened.
(That sentence above looks weird)
Thennnn we went to SEA aquarium and then ate our brunchinner where we realised Marrybrown is a complete ripoff and then regretted not sticking to good ole McD.
Ahahaha but whatevs.
We then took the skyride up, went for The Journey 4D adventure and then luged down where I had to wait like 8 minutes for them to arrive (racer alert)
Hahaha I was the only one in the whole group of people among us to turn left and I ended up in the forest area alone but that was cool (just casually imagining ghosts on luges behind me)
And then we went for ice cream while kak riya and nadiah went for another round of skyride and luge.
8.30pm came and we went for Wings of time (heheheh thanks to Along duh)
And got to catch the christmas light show near the dragon trail.
On the way back we saw a nice christmas tree at imbiah lookout so we all pushed each other out of the monorail HAHAHA.
After they had their photoshoot session, we went homeeee.
I fell asleep by 12.40 man, completely shattered from all the walking!

Today I shall watch more duyung and wait for yol to start watching it because that loser is so reluctant to start but whatever.
Stoked for the upcoming holidays!
This is truly the season to be jolly.
May all go well, and best wishes for all humans on the earth!
(Particularly humans with good hearts and are nice)
Adeu ^^

Finally

Hello!
Despite the onslaught of not-so-good news, (including my dear siti losing her baby, inalillah) I realise that there is always a light because God is always with us.
Alhamdulillah!

I am SO DONE with my A levels.
I didn't do my best, but all that matters is that I have advanced.
(Pun unintended... get it A levels= Advanced levels?)
The A word looks weird now.
Haha I got quite a few things to blog about, including a ghostly experience during a staycation, and just how stoked I am for the future.

Ended the exam with excitement and then went karaoke with Mel, Fas and Lili (Naj bailed on us hahah)
Everytime I go karaoke with new people I have to find their vibes, like what kinds of songs they sing or like how's their karaoke etiquette (LOL GOT SUCH THING I made the rules myself so even if it exists I stand by my laws)
And then I go with the flow because that's the best way to go.

Ok I need my breakfast pronto.
Adeu ^^

ps the last few lines sound like a poem

Lost for words, till this day

Many disagreed with Virus, and wanted Jambu to return next MLM.
I wanted to see Pak yus win Man of the Match for ONCE.
But it never did happen.
How it breaks my heart that it will never happen.
I truly will continue supporting Tauke, I can't imagine how lost he must be feeling. A good man like Pak yus will never be replaced.
He lived a tough life, but it never made him bitter.
It made him the best person.
Thank you Allah for lending him to us, may all his good deeds return to him in the best ways possible.
I can never stress enough how much I look up to Pak yus.
Me and Yol would always complain about how Jambu's talents were always overlooked.
Me and kak faizah would always groan whenever the MOTM is announced and it's not Pak yus' name.
I don't care how his management has treated him and Jambu, all I know is that they are so loved and i'm thankful I had the chance to tell them that they are so loved.
Pak yus replied, "Luv u all jugak"
It is apparent by how many expressed their grief, both online and offline.
Thank you Pak yuih.
Rest well.

Al-fatihah.

ps jambu will live forever