Release

Hello!
Need to blog before I resume the unproductive study session.
Truly, the lack of sleep the past week has taken a toll on me tonight.
Which is the worst cause tomorrow is the SEA paper which is super important because obviously IH was nonsense, and this is supppsed to be redemption.
I mean im not giving up yet (not ever, hopefully) but im tired, like the effects from the past days with no sleep decided to bombard me now.
Of course Ms monthly decides to pay a friendly visit and thus contributes to my inevitable lack of energy for now.
Oh, bummer.

Have been trying to internalize and digest things from just now but to no avail.
I wish I can say that I only have a few left to review, but that cannot be further from the truth.

You know what?
I feel a lil better now just by typing all this out.
Burdens, go away!
I have the Sabah dispute to read about.
Adeu ^^

ps a milkshake after tomorrow's paper would be the best!

pps who to ask along? Struggles

Can't feel my brain

Hello!
So dreadful... 3.41am and I cant sleep.
MOB exam in a lil over 4 hours time.
I'm usually ok with all nighters before exams but...
Sometimes idk if my system realises that i'm taking my A levels, not mid year exams.
I can't force myself to slumber lol have been trying for the past 3 hours to no avail.
I'll just stay up till I fall asleep then...
*cries*
Still, sweetdreams to all sleeping.
Adeu ^^

ps this post has too many ellipsis but who cares

pps survivor series was great hahaha

Can't lie

Hello!
Wow have been gone.
Hahaha thing is at this point of time, I ditched my whole study plan to focus on one subject at a time.
A risky move but i'll take what I can get.
Anyway, IH paper tomorrow.
Please let cold war, end of cold war and either American dominance or Religious fundamentalism come out.
And hopefully the SBQ would be easy hahaha.
3 hours of non stop hand torture activity and then a weekend of pure hard stone cold mugging for the upcoming 3 consecutive papers next week; none of which I am prepared for.
May all the goodness in the universe be on my side.
Adeu ^^

Day 1, 2

Hello!
So far it's been alright.
Although I accomplished the tasks, I feel far from productive.
It will get better, it can only go up from here!

Went to RP with Khaijo, Naj and Kristel today and it's weird because I had fun hahaha but yes A levels is tiring for no reason.
Stuck in a longggg traffic jam in PIE afterwards but hahahaha it's cool.
Looking forward for tomorrow;
Adeu ^^

Tales of a studious diary

Hello!
I need your help (im talking to my blog so if anyone or future me is reading, do ignore)
I did a baaaaad thing.
After GP paper on 2nd november, we were blessed with 13 days of extra study break before the exam resumes.
And I, have wasted 8 days of it.
That's right, 8 out of 13 days wasted doing NOTHING.
Before anyone tries to attack me, I myself am aware and has desperately tried, daily in fact, to make use of the time wisely.
But I guess everyone has those days and for me it came at such an unfortunate time.
Couldn't push myself at all, and despite the (kinda) solid study plan the past me laid out for myself, present me just could not follow.
So now I have pushed all the dates forward (thank god I did not realise this tomorrow for it would've been a tad too late) and am currently reviewing and rearranging the study plan.
I know I could've used the time to study instead but meh, i'd need this guidance.

Alter ego says: Oh gosh what a boooring blogpost what are you doing

But like I said, I need your help.
I will use this platform to review my own learning daily.
So if I manage to accomplish the tasks (kinda like an amazing race hahaha)
I'll post it up here.
If I don't succeed in the end, it's either a) Luck was not on my side or b) I wasn't well prepared.
And by doing this, I ensure that option b is out of the question.
So future me, if the posts do not come up daily, and *touch all the woods in the world* I don't do well, you know it's your fault lol.
(Ughh sometimes it sucks being so reflective because I know life always keeps its options open so noone can really fail, but still come on, for once let's be afraid of failing)

You know even now at this stage I know this is stupid and i'll look back and laugh but for now, this exam is the single most important thing and I have to prioritize.
Afterall, we gotta cherish all stages of life, eh?
Okay, shall embark on the study journey once and for all.
Only 17 days of torture left.
I pray for the strength for myself and all my friends going through the same thing as me.
Amin.
Adeu ^^

ps this means you shall expect another post from me tonight. or tomorrow morning depending on what time i end lol

Revisiting

Hello!
I have no idea why I always feel like blogging when my phone's battery is like 20%.
But I had a blast today!
Went bowling with the usuals and omg it's been soooo long since we played at hometeam aka one of my fav spots!
Hahaha wasn't a good game because idk I want to blame the fact that we're at the side lanes so you know... calibration issues (hahah)
And the shoes were so weird XD
But still had lots of fun!
My only strike was when Ain asked me to shoot her turn wow why u gotta do this to moi!
We then headed to TT at woodlands and met kak elesyah!!!
Omgggg even though she's annoying like man raja lawak we missed her tons!
Lepaked there and then reached home a lil before 2am, but I can't seem to feel sleepy bleh.

Am supposed to wake up early tomorrow to head to the west coast (ahhaha I wished) to meet the MCS fam.
Cikgu wants to treat us lunch hahaha but I have no idea if the other year 3s (aka the graduated) are going.
I'm also surprised that I want to go.
I have missed a lot of CCA outings lol but idk I guess it's because
1) We are planning for next year's activities
2) I feel like eating sushi lol
So we'll see.

One more thing, i'm already missing classroom life, especially our little A3 haven at the PE staffroom.
Fav classroom evah not to mention the balcony ermagerd.
Such a bummer we didn't get to end our MI days in that classroom.
I miss turning and walking around to disturb my friends.
I miss presentations hahahaha.
I even miss copying down notes!
Ok whatevs.
I shalt go charge my phone.
Goodnight world, sweetdreams!
Adeu ^^

ps weylie and wah should be reaching SG soon!!!

Keeping up

Hello!
So not like I forgot but I figured if I reviewed dem's album it would be like:

Kingdom come
AMAZING
For you
AMAZING
Wildfire
AMAZING
Yes
AMAZING
Waiting for you
AMAZING

And the list would go on and on and on but hehehehe it is a great album with really vibe songs.
The production sounds amazing, the lyrics are inspiring and each songs just gives me mood!
And needless to say girl slayed the vocals (now I cant wait for live performances see if she pengsan halfway hahaha touchwood)
Ok enough about my alter ego.
Just GO CHECK THE ALBUM OUT.
Demi lovato's Vevo on youtube has it all.
*insert GIF of Sonny winking at the camera in the first SWAC episode*

Had the first paper yesterday, GP.
Was shattered when the very hostile man said "Stop writing" (did he even say that hahahaha I do not need to remember)
It felt like three years worth of learning has amounted to... Nothing.
Paper 1 was fun, the questions were very niche but of course it meant I took too long to choose a question. (Not to mention I CAME LATE CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I WAITED MORE THAN HALF HOUR FOR THE BUS hahahaha but thanks for the prayers, my loved ones)
In the end I couldn't choose the best question for the best results but instead chose the one which 'seemed' fun to write.
And then comes along a session of hard bullshitting where every line does not make sense.
We'll see if I regret the decision next year but for now, let's forget it and move on!
Paper 2 was basic but I totally would've aced AQ if summary hadn't taken too much of my time pfft loser hahaha but whatevs!
That's all about it.
I was shagged after the paper (couldn't sleep the night ugh) but still proceeded to accompany naj to her job 'interview'.
Went to her house and her mum cut us a cake which tasted so nice (naj if youre reading this pls initiate a plan to buy that cake again)
Wrote poems in the train and ate sotong in the rain ahhaha (see poeming again)
Went home and slept from about 6pm to 11pm and then couldn't sleep again hahaha (not so) vicious cycle.

Okay my hand hurts bro and I need food so...
Adeu!