Don't dwell on the bad

Hello!
I had a pretty challenging Friday, you have no idea, and thus an unpleasant end for the pleasant month but whatevs.
Not even gonna talk about them cause what's done is done.
Anyways I had promised to meet my MCS mates and Yol to go to Kg glam today but I think I have last minute family plans... idek
I just want to stay at home and do my homeworks. I am lagging behind and weirdly, my previous post talks about how I felt caught up. But nOOOOoo I had to lose touch and here I am bleargh.
I think one of the reason is i'm overcommitting, argh.

And to add salt to the wound (lol drama), Virus had to be eliminated last night.
I was expecting Bocey or Shiro just because they had been deteriorating this season but nOoooOO, Virus had to leave.
I mean I agree they hadn't been the best but I just love them too much.
On the brighter side, Jep won MOTM yet again (i'll never get tired of it) and Sepahtu made it to the finals!
So stoked, best of luck to my heroes.

I am not feeling my best, definitely, but i'll always put in constant effort to pick myself up.
Positivity comes from within and circumstances can do nothing to hurt you if you react with an open mind.
So, have a great day ahead while I try to complete some housework and decide where to go.
Adeu ^^

Paradox

Hello!
So today got me thinking, we should be our own strongest supporters and toughest critique.
No?
Yassss
Ok before I dwelve into such issues let me just say Happy happy birthday to Naj!
Hope you enjoy the family dinner tonight.
And secondly, I was so annoyed to find out that roman reigns won the rumble like what even.
But whatever.

So ya, I have been surprising myself a lot lately (in a good way)
School has been manageable so far, it's probably too early to say this but I have high hopes of a collected school year.
Common test is coming up in a week and I ought to take this as seriously as possible (can't help but underestimating its importance due to the limited topics tested)
You go, girl.

Next up, it really surprises me how many people crave for fame.
Like when I ask them, "what do you want to be when you grow up?" and they're like "Oh, probably a tv host. That's a glamorous job and i'll get famous."
Ofcourse I admire your ambitions but I can't help but think that you're chasing the wrong thing.
I mean, totally, whatever it's your life and all but why lol.
Ok once again i'll use the word whatever because I can.

Was thinking of a 4E3 reunion, but i'm so not going to plan it.
Hahaha I hope someone would initiate it soon.
And even my dear 6 Determined, it has been almost 6 years!! Wherefore art thou!!
Alright, I shall rest before embarking on a... homework journey.
Adeu ^^

ps ordered two matte lip creams, apparently it's as good as limecrime (hopefully)
pps i miss hattrick!!

Wicked

Hello!
Idk why I always find myself in situations where I find no way out :')
But with god's will, everything will work out in sha allah.

So last night was fun!
After abusing some drums with my hands, (CCA) went to Bedok to meet the fams.
(thanks feers for the train chat hahaha love u)
Was walking to the bustop when we saw papa inside so we ran to enter the bus ahahaha
So anga treated us all food and ya we small kids made the right choice by eating the mak2 food.
Ok this probably dont make any sense ahahaha why am I even writing this down.
Then we surprised papa with cakeeeeee.
muehehehe
Apparently Dhiya and family were there!
Suddenly got a revelation that Anga's workmate is Dhiya's brother!
Small SG man, insane!



After that we went grandlink as usual.
Partied the night away with some dangdut and hiphop songs.
xD
Then went home and immediately (I kid you not) watched MLM!
Damnnn Jep is just something else man.
He looks so happy it's great.
Silent comedy wasn't that impressive for all the groups but I liked Zero's athletic skills HAHAHA and Virus was nice.
Guess what, Jep won MOTM for the third time in the season!
IDK, it's not enough that he's good.
He is record breaking, history making.
Hahaha super proud like despite the dramas going on in his life, talent is still talent and it can't be denied even by the resistors.

Alright I should go.
I still hate school but hey.
Adeu ^^

ps wait for me, zang and jep

January Jests

Hello!
Ahh, finally no school xD
For two days, that is.
So I feel obliged to share the current happenings.
School has been alright so far, not bad but sure is tiring.
Timetable cut down, which is nice.
Classrooms are air-conditioned which is great.
Canteen queue is still long, which is annoying.
So we're back to the cafe.
My shoes are so heavy, the first day I wore it I thought I was wearing chunk heels or wedges.
Hahaha whatevs.

MLM yesterday made me slightly emotional.
I am not a cryer but immediately after Fazura gave Sepahtu's bintang, tears of joy, immense pride and just pure relief came.
I was overwhelmed by the pressure he must have felt and the fact that he managed to prove to not only the audience, but more importantly to himself, that HE can do it, and better than we all hoped for.
And I just love how supportive sarah is like she knows that she's his main strength.
(cheesy drama episode 333)

Not only that, Zang's spirit is cured (wow what) and he is back!
Like the zang we know and love, he has rebounded from the problems and pressures he has faced.
Though they might still be bugging him, I feel so happy to see him happy, excited and enjoying himself on stage.
As for pak yus and tauke, AHH I don't have to say anything, they're always amaizing!
Go virus!
I'll always believe in them!

Now soep has no reason to feel less popular than Jep because who cares, he got 5 STARS for Sepahtu for crying out loud! That's fantastic, he did what zizan did 3 years ago and i'm so glad
(Though I hope jep didn't faint hearing his last line)
So i'm writing this to show my appreciation to shuib for being brave to take this on.
And please, get well quickest jep.
That's what heroes do (with the help of medicine ofcourse hahahah)
Okay, take great care of yourself!
Adeu ^^

Recollection

Hello!
I like to wish people "Sweetdreams" before they go to sleep, but I myself cannot recall the last time I had a dream so sugary I woke up remembering every single detail (well, if my brain did not play any tricks on me)
Last night I had such a nice dream I didn't want to wake up hahaha.

Started off the new year at the hospital to visit my uncle, and then before we left my other uncle was feeling so sick we had to send him to the A&E.
Thankfully he was not admitted, but obviously he's still not feeling well.
I don't get it, patient's looking to have such condition and doctors keep dismissing it as "nothing".
So frustrating for us non-doctors as to believe them or go get further check up in case they overlooked anything.
I pray they get well soonest, bounce back harder and continue taking care of themselves.
And to shakayan's aunt, Mami.
I believe in the power of a prayer, so I will always keep her in mine.
May she have the strength to fight this battle.
Illnesses are god's way of cleansing us of our sins, in sha allah.

Alright, dedicating the whole day to HOMEWORK!
School-homework and home-homework hahaha.
Have the greatest day ahead!
Adeu ^^

2015

Hello!
Once and for all, I have not wished the new year upon any of my other social networkers so you, dear blog is the first!
2014 has been trying, yet really amazing.
I have accomplished a lot of my dreams and fell into dumb setbacks which only made me happier by the time November came.
I guess it's unfair to classify a year as good or bad because we tend to overlook the littlest everydayish things that happen and focus solely on the major events.
(sidetrack a little: I typed those sentences above without any typos omg amaizing)

Resolutions?
I understand people have stopped making resolutions cause they rarely ever accomplish it.
But I guess it's nice to keep ourselves in check!
As for me, i'm trying to lose the need to stay updated, which means, less time online unless for leisure.
I have to start a new lifestyle filled with motivation, dedication, courage and faith, especially since i'm facing a major exam end of this year.
(11 months to the Big As)
Where life is concerned, I will never stop dreaming and pursuing my dreams, no matter how minute.
Family will Always be first and I will keep expanding my circle of acquaintances while keeping my close friends even closer to my heart.

I was about to say that I wanted to make a goodbye 2014 post but (don't laugh at me) I STILL left my goodbye 2012 post hanging.
Just brilliant.
hahhaah alright, NYE night was spent at home after the whole day of walking around.
I even slept in the middle of the fireworks (and I regret not cause I heard that the kpop thing was on after that bluek) BUT I woke up soon after hearing my Dato Siti singing Beyonce's Love on top.
I have been wanting to hear her sing that live since forever and might I say, SHE WAS AMAZING!
I went back to sleep and ignored my phone's pleas to be fed with electricity (charging, I meant)
Since most of my photos are on my computer already, there is no excuse for me to not make my 2014 post.
(I even wrote a rap but we'll see)

And so yeah, Happy new year to every humans, please seize every single day and let's all learn to live in the now, and relearn the importance of human touch.
I wish us all the best in the upcoming year, but ultimately it's all up to us.
May we be blessed with prosperity, longevity and wealth!
Thank you everyone who has made 2014 a great and blissful year!
And happy belated birthday mama, love you!
Adeu ^^

ps it's been a year since I first met Aura and my superhero lawaks (ehem Jep) Happy anniversary, here's to more insanity and amazing trips ahead!

pps disgusting news, school is starting TOMORROW ew ew ewwww is there is school sanitizer

ppps turning 19, ARE WE KIDDING?!