Real Eyes Realize Real Eyez

Hello!
Hahahaaa title has GOT TO GO
I know it's not the actual quote but hey.
Anyways I have come to realise one fact that kinda stops a lot of people from living a fulfilling, successful life, and that is the fact that we rarely, if not never, live in the present.
As much as it sounds like some sort of time travellish witchcraft here it's just all in our minds.
Like you know, when was the last time you actually stop your mind from going astray?
Like you'll just be staring into open space and idk, either reminiscing or imagining or planning.
You're just never present.
Being in the present is having your all at that particular moment.
Being able to observe and not only "attracted" by interesting events.
Oh how much time have I wasted in my thoughts (and the internet) that I forget that TODAY is the day to sieze.
That I can't wait for the 'right day' or time cause it'll never come unless we create and seek it ourselves.
(just hold up a second why am I getting all philosophical at 3.26am pfft)

One thing I dread more than being unable to fall asleep is waking up in the wee hours when you have school/work in like 3-4 hours, and you can't go back to sleep cause 1) You just can't 2) You're afraid to miss the alarm
Not always a bad thing though, sometimes it seems like my body's way of telling me to prepare my things early or something.
Anyways, now I can't fall asleep and as much as I resisted the tempation of whipping out my mobile device (the light from your phone makes it harder for humans to fall asleep) (or we can blame it on the apps hahahah) I just couldn't.
And before I try a meditation technique I just saw online, I figured I should blog first so as to keep my brain slightly active and perhaps reduce any chances of oversleeping.
(My logic. MY logic) hahahahaha

Anyways ya, it's my last day of work today and how apt is it that my last day of work coincides with christmas eve! (which means; Half day!)
And then off to KL in several hours time.
Ayy Im looking forward!
May god protect us throughout the trip and let us have a safe journey to and fro.
Amin!

Alrighty, since I have.. 2 and a half hours left before i'm obliged to get ready, I shall take Nikki bella's advice of "Having 2 hours of sleep is much better than none at all"
So... Good morning humans and all.
Adeu ^^

Something To Hold

Hello!
Hahah my title is so random like im holding nothing but bread right now.
(make that a super duper deliciouso bread omg idk where my dad bought it but damn son)
Alright it's tuesday!!
I surprisingly (not) (but quite) reached work at like 8.27 when I woke up late today hahaha but then I forgot my jacket.
It's ok, freezers gotta freeze....
(what am I, a fridge stocker?)
Oooh talking about stockers, christmas eve is tomorrow.
Me and wana are gonna miss our annual christmas party at grandpops D:
But for a great reason, we're heading to KL!

I was excited to see Ropie live but they got eliminated so i'll just take another photo with his cardboard cutout... :(
Only this time if Fazura ever walks by I won't ignore her like I ignored nora danish and luna maya HHAhHha I love me fazura.
Quite stoked as it's the first time i'm going with the fat banana who insisted to follow even though she doesn't follow MLM (LOZER)
So I hope the shopkeepers don't take a day off during christmas anyways it's a muslim majority so Pls stay open i'd appreciate that very much.
Alright, let me get back to my abandoned breakfast before I continue with my second last day of work.
Adeu ^^

ps im totally gonna miss this place and the colleagues omg

pps wait for me jep and zizan hehhehe

Plans Are Risks

Hello!
(wow I totally typed Hell9 instead)
Why am I even telling you hahahaha.
Ok so before I dive into the very fun JB trip, let me just share my current woes.
I've planned to revise and keep track of my homeworking works (mmhm) this holiday, since next year is A levels year.
And I don't want to give my motivation any chances to die out.
But heck, i'm not even down with one assignment.
I mostly attribute it to my job.
But then again, if there's a will, there's always a way, right?
I mean if we really want something, we'd do anything to get it.
If I truly want to revise, who cares if I do it in the bus, (despite the headache), the toilet, or wherever?
Honestly speaking I did, of course, plan to bring my study materials to work and perhaps steal some study time.
A big fat but though, (wah redundant) my job itself requires dealing with books and worse still, E-books!
Yas I do have some sentiments against E-books hahaha I love me some physical copies ok.
Which means my eyes hurt SO bad after every page.
Not to mention the fact that I have to face the computer for like what, 7 hours.
So to take a break from books by reading books?
I dont think so.
Hahahaha not safe for my health ok.
See, excuses again hahaha.
Ok whatever.
*Plays It's my life by Bon Jovi*
(wait I heard demi lovato's name on the tv what)

Alright I know 3 minutes ago I said that i'd share my JB trip but I decided to go somewhere else.
I hate school already and school haven't even started pfft.
Be right back!
Adeu ^^

ps anyone who mentions school outside of school deserves/are asking to be punched

pps miss my choir so bad

Out And Away

Hello!
Friday night beneath the stars~
In the field behind your yard~
Gahahahahah currently at grammy's place.
Should really be asleep!
Just stoked for the next few days ;)

Had a pleasant day at work today!
I forgot to bring my jacket and suddenly Aunty khai came and lent me hers.
And then I almost fell asleep when Aunty fit came and gave me chocolate hahahahaha.
Such sweet humans they are, bless them!
Okay yep I really should be asleep.
Hope everyone has a great weekend, takecare!
Adeu ^^

ps checkout demi's new MV with olly murs that song is just boss

Quirky

Hello!
So I had a pleasant week so far!
Met mama at vivo after work yesterday for dinner.
Can I please commend the service at secret recipe like they were prompt, polite and importantly, they served with a smile
Perhaps the two pizza hut outlets I went to last month can learn a few things about customer service, given that we pay the same 10%.
Got two pairs of shoes (finally found hookless wedges) at a steal alongside a few multipurpose mineral eyeshadows.
Now I just need to go out more (hahaha what kind of logic is this)
Reached home a lil before midnight.
Christmas sales are legit insane I need to stay home more.
And save some for the malaysia trip.
Ahh yes, there's the stokeness!
I'll be going to Johor over the weekends, like after how many months of not Malaysiaing.
Hahahah feels exciting!
May god ease our affairs there, Amin!
Anywhere is fun with the right company and I know my STYLO won't disappoint ;)

Occupied myself with crashcourse, Vsauce and other Sciency videos at work cause I was so sleepy for whatever reason (I think im bored of the work already hahahah but i'll survive)
I've always loved science, but not a specific subject like chem or physics or bio.
(It's a given that for a matter to be of my interest, it MUST be mathless)
I like different things from the different branches of science.
Like i'm interested in some degree of astronomy, some interesting physics laws, the human brain and much more.
I have, of course, thought of working in the science stream like idk i'd be happy with anything I mean scientists (at least the ones studying the things i'm interested in) have a pretty rad job.
But I don't think i'll enjoy having to learn unneeded (in my book) things just to be tested and forgotten again so bye bye my sciency side, not today.
Hahahah
But i'll allways feed my brain with these knowledge just to satiate my inner scientist.

Ok how did I divert so far hahaha.
I need to find new ways to occupy myself at work!
I have tried music, raja lawak, WWE, movies and IDK pretty much everything.
So I need a new accompaniment.
Hahahaha accompaniment.
Ok I'll go back to reading where I left off.
Have a great wednesday humans and all!
Adeu ^^

ps on wednesdays, we dont wear pink. never.

pps currently reading subhas anandan's "the best I could" and it's real interesting.

Phoneless

Hello!
Had a productive Friday!
Woke up in the morning feeling like M nasir and then got dragged (not really I kinda walked) to toa payoh by mama.
Had a great brunch and then went to my school (eww) for awhile and when I say awhile I mean AWHILE.
(now the word awhile looks weird like is there a space in between a and while or not I am disturbed)
Ok whatevs, we then went to catch Pyramid at JEM!
See, i've always wanted to explore the insides of a pyramid, to check out the ancient tombs, see sarcophaguses and decipher ancient writings.
Also trying to reveal and find entrances to secret doorways, escape death traps and trying to leave that giant maze of danger.
Sounds thrilling right but the movie made me realise that hahahahahha there is no way out (WWE mode)
Even if there is, the fact that many different roads lead you back to the same chamber and having to crawl through dark, dark tunnels which we have no idea what lies on the other side and best of all, knowing that you're not in there alone makes the whole experience disturbing.
So shall I spoil the movie for you?
Nehhhhhhh
But yeah I shall
In the end....
A little boy came and ignored a woman's plea for help and went to grab her camera instead hahahahahahahaha
What a loserly move, kiddo.
(no worries this isn't even the climatic ending)
Ok then we went to toa payoh again and I got to buy my coral lipstick finally!
We headed to SAFRA after dinner to bowl.
After what felt like forever hahahahah and I won the first round duh.
Second round I gave chance la so anga won bleah.
Chiqa's first time wearing bowling shoes! Hahahaha so cute
And she did quite well (she gave us her princess powers resulted in our few spares)

Reached home around 11.45 and ofcourse, I rushed to watch MLM
Laughing alone at 1.50am in the morning is like my friday routine ahahhaah.
Alright, today would be another productive day, if god wills!

Despite the myriad of horrible grammar and vocabulary you read in the previous sentences, I had a great day.
(dont mind me, my brain is not in its english mood today)
Hope yall had an amazing day too!
Now, go enjoy your weekends!
Adeu ^^

Fresher

Hello!
Feeling rather inspired and relaxed today, albeit a little sleepless.
Working in the office makes me feel so constricted and bored like ok I have only been doing this for less than a month now, how do these people stay 15 years in the same company doing the same thing sitting on the same desk :O
I am legit curious.
It feels horrible to leave home just after sunrise and reach home after sunset and being stuck in the office for the hours in between.
I understand that work is indeed a must but IDK I guess the thought of doing one job at one place bores me.

Went to esplanade after work to meet mama and my sisters hahaha they wanted to walk around.
Had an intense game of UNO and Snap at merlion park and headed home around 10.45pm.
Now i'm wide awake.

MLM in several hours time and seeing people go on holiday makes me feel stoked muahaha.
Updates on that "stokeness" will be posted soooooooon when i'm ready (cehh whatever eh hahaha)
Alright, may tomorrow (today, technically) be a better day than before, may we be blessed with abundance and health.
In sha allah, Amin.
Sweetdreams of brock lesnar, every human. (sorry)
Adeu ^^

ps why is my instagram not working well pfft whatevs

What A Marvelous Tune

Hello!
My healthy eating plan is failing miserably.
Didn't even last a day hahahahaha maybe not the right time.
Okay whatevs.
Along treated us dinner yesterday (yay)
Forever eating prawn aglio I am still trying to figure out why how when what (dont they have anything else on the menu well if they do I just dont see it)
And pizza hut service sucks 78% of the time, so I wonder why the heck do we pay 10% for service when it sucks.
Why am I inculcating Mathematics into my posts?
Ew.

Anywhoo, Jep's new instavideo makes me sad that Soep doesn't have an album like WHY what art thy waiting for, the dude's superb!
And this week's MLM theme is Parody so I expect something great from everyone!
(ceh contradicting myself when I said comedy isnt about expectations hahaha trust me I am 799% kidding)
(about expecting something great from everyone)
They'll deliver.
I believe in them!

Ahh, I have been more sleepier at work lately.
Guess i'm getting too comfortable!
On my fourth book and though this book is easy to work with, its rudeness comes in the form of having 200 pages in ONE chapter.
The previous books had like maximum of 70 (idk just shoot any numero here) pages in one chapter so this is a challenge.
Ok this is pointless.
(duh it's not a pencil)
(im out of point aren't I)
I shall go now and do something.
I don't like how fullstops looks they look so... Definite, so inflexible.
But who cares!
Alright, have a great slumber, sweetdreams of mary poppins (what am I talking about)
Adeu ^^

ps im looking forward to the weekends yet embracing each work day!