Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Finally

Hello!
Finally got my internet fixed :D
i can be more active hahah ok.
I have ask.fm o.O
No don't me that face!
ask.fm/unsteriorey
actually i'm not sure.
somewhere along that line ;)
okay!
adeu ^^

Monday, March 18, 2013

really

hais guys it's really so sad.
i'm missing the crowd reactions, chants.
i'm missing demi's screams, dances.
her hair flip and her falling down.
hearing her songs live would be the best thing ever.
hais guys, 10 more minutes till her concert officially start.
im so..... ugh.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

don't understand why i like you

I see the truth in your eyes-
in disguise.
Your inbound laughter,
trying to reach the dusted corners of that empty soul.
My accrue feelings.
Uncontrollable, raging-
beneath the ocean of logic.
as i imagine the impossible.
my hands in yours,
gripping like reality,
not giving me room to-
breathe, it's all i can think of.
breathe, hard when you're in a too close proximity.
you lift my hand bring it close to your lips,
as i jumped in joy yet i stay-
very still.


it's not much but i'd still love to instill a copyright sign ehehe.
it's how i'm currently feeling.
adeu ^^

March woes



HELLO!
THIS POST EXPRESSES MY ANGUISH.
DEMETRIA QUEENVATO IS PERFORMING TOMORROW NIGHT.
RIGHT HERE IN SINGAPORE.
I CANNOT BELIEVE IT.
BUT.
IM NOT GOING.
GO AHEAD KILL ME SUE ME HANG ME WHATEVS.
ADEU

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Deceived

Hello!
I'm feeling kinda down.
Detention :(
Like what else am I gonna do if the traffic is that unpredictable?
Like i go out at 6.40 everyday and reach the hustop at 7.05 and will reach school at 7.35.
Just now jam then reach school at 8.02 :(
Ok la i tell anyone they'll be like "You shouldn't blame the bus, just go out earlier"
Blablabla shit.
Like, if it's 96% of the times constant, we cant possibly lay down things in context of the 4% of mistakes right.
Sighfinity.
Not only that, demi is coming in four days time :(
I'm here trying to balance school and life and ok i'm lazy to talk.
Hahhaa.
Let me do my log.
Yes can you believe it, i'm doing maths.
Learnt my lesson during Os.
Anyway i hate that Mi teachers are so condescencing (SP)
Like come on ah have some faith in us -.-
K ah bye.
Booo.
Adeu



How do you feel when you keep trying only to face bigger challenges, that makes you wanna stop trying?

Monday, March 11, 2013

DEMI IS COMING IN ONE WEEK

DEMI IS COMING IN 7 DAYS
DEMI IS COMING IN 168 HOURS
DEMI IS COMING IN 10080 HOURS
DEMI IS COMING IN 604800 SECONDS

solo

when the one single party who keeps trying stops trying, it's when things fall apart.

Delayed

Hello.
guys, i'm heartbroken.
cause my demdems is coming in 8 days time :(
and i'm here being a tin man not going to her first ever DEBUT concert here in my sunny island.
my lifelong (not really but you get the drift) dream is not met now.
but you know, i hope the concert goes well and she'd come back and i'd be able to go then :')
And finally SCREAM for her ok.
So if you live around toa payoh and hear someone screaming randomly on the 18th of March, don't panic, that's just me xD

So, sunday.
Went for abg faizal's wedding!
they've been a family friend since i was like 6 :O
Spent time with kak fizah ehehe.
saw faizal isa and azmir arif *screams*
it's been a dang long time!

Hm school has been good so far.
SEL camp was zzzzzzz.
Clan bonding was supposed to be fun but my fellow Zirconians were dead, dead, dead.
Baw ringggg.
Luckily for my 13A4 and Mas ;)
The games were fun though we didn't get to play the last station (which we were all looking forward to).

Signed up for brunei trip with le queen cafe.
I hope i don't get denied cause of my latecoming problems :(
Cause I swear i'm improving ok.
I hope they overlook that pls pls pls MI people i love you forever pls pls.
ok i'm tired.
had a good catching up session with yol.
I miss them :(
I hope we can meetup soon i miss fatin's gangsterness i miss nelly's randomness i miss yol's wait ew i dont miss yol so jelak of her.
hahahaha jkjk.
i read somewhere that a friendship that passed the 7 years mark is most likely to last a lifetime.
I hope for my case it's true cause me and fatin's friendship is reaching the 10 years mark!
*screams and dance*
hahah ok like i said, i'm tired.
adeu ^^


ps guys the most disrespectful and saddest thing is when you witness someone giving up on themselves. Especially when you know that they could've done it with just a teeny more effort. :(

Sunday, March 03, 2013

it looks as though you're letting go

hello!
happy saturday ;)
well, sunday technically since it's 2.05am.
've been quite a long time since i updated...
occupied with school i guess.
guys, i betrayed myself and created a twitter account.
but im gonna deactivate middle march most likely.
my view on it still hasn't changed.
though it's a pretty convenient place to rant.
meh.
so i think my class is spamming whatsapp.
haiya what's new xD
anyway it has also been a long time since i stayed up.
yes my body clock is unscrewing itself woooo thanks mama natural!


school has been fine so far, a common hatred for a teacher had pretty much bonded my class.
've spending time with ma syuh and nad too x
so glad for that.
The part of my eyes and brain which opened to look at "cute guys in MI" had shut down.
hahahaha.
uninterested.
disinterested.
ininterested.
lolol.
anyway went for MCS for CCA and mind i say, it's so cool and fun ;)
everyone was gila, even the most decent looking ones.
Sadly naddie wants to stay in speechmaster *pfft rolls eyes*
HAHA just kidding xD

PE is torture.
It sucks.
PE sucks.
I miss PE with 4/3 and mr chua.
PE really really sucks.

So many things to say but my brain is distracted.
(ps that was a lie)
hahahah ok la.
gonna go now.
adeu!


pps DID I TELL YOU I THINK I'D HAVE A HEARTATTACK!

ppps Bruno mars voice should be a chocolate brand