sad discovery

hello!
so today i realised that as i grow taller, i'm losing my flexibility.
HAHAH ignore me, im so bored.

sunday night, school tomorrow.
wasted my whole weekend doing nothing.
except school stuff which is hella boring.
so i think i lost 40% of my flexibility.
here's the part where you say: (insert my name) stop it right now

okay so i have only one, or two motivations to go to school tomorrow.
yeah i would love to say that meeting teachers is one of the reasons but no.
muahahaha.
i do look forward to learning though, except i hadn't bought the files.
so confused la, every subject like same file, then suddenly got one or two different.
i lost count la dey.
another reason is to see ma girls.
looking forward to another day of storytelling ;)
and the last reason is
teeeet.
teeeet.
teeeet.
sorry, the server crashed unexpectedly.
press the home button to reboot or restart.

adeu ^^

it's up to you whether the week goes awesome or downsome.

sos

hello!
gotta keep my feelings in check.
attracted to the wrong guy.
the feeling i get around him is sensational.
and i dont even know his name.
how?
hahahhah.

watched a video on youtube called "Are you pretty enough for him"
was watching the different harlem shakes when i saw it at the related videos so i clicked it.
it says- and i quote, "Guys (people) don't look for the features, they look for the package".
like, yes, looks are important at first.
but as time goes, you start to notice little things they do that makes them beautiful.
it's the feeling you get from them, the feeling you get when you're with them.
that's something noone can copy, so it's legit.
objective beautiful vs perceived beautiful.
both are important, but in life,


beauty is in the eye of the beholder


adeu ^^

ps leaving you on that note, just know that every one of you out there is beautiful.

pps look for the best in people okay guys, :)

school so far

hello!
i'm surrounded by awesome, nice people.
how cool is MI schoolmates?
well, most of them anyway.
the offer still stands, each place will have their biatchs.
it's like an unwritten rule.
eheheh.
but it's only 3 weeks of school, so no judging!
okay guys i found ZF on tumblr.
so explicit zzzz.
why cant he be abnormal and be a good nice guy.
hahahaa ok kidding.
it's weekend!
Meaning tonight there'll be.....
SMACKDOWN!
weehaaaa.
plan to revise history and do the remaining of my math homework later in the afternoon.
i wanna start on the rightest foot possible (Warning: Phrase does not exist)
and so far i've been doing what i preached to myself.
Hahaha!
okay currently in a mixed mood, more to the good side now i'm here.
blogging is so fun like one day you read back and you get to relieve the memories.
hahaha.
i also love keeping diaries. ;)
okay im out of point.
what was i saying again?
Oh right, mixed mood.
I'm definately not changing my stand about how i don't need boys at this time in life.
Most people my age are busy getting depressed over the fact that they dont have a partner because they're ugly, stupid, worthless.
that's pretty stupid, honestly.
you're like adding additional stress your life.
hashtag just saying.
oooh my classmates are talking crap on whatsapp again *inserts crazy face*
so entertaining.
okay guys im gonna go!
adeu ^^

have a great weekend.

we accept the love we think we deserve

Unstable

Eh guys.
Demi lovato is REALLY LEGIT COMING TO SG.
IM SO SCARED MY HEART WILL BREAKDOWN DUE TO EXCITEMENT.
AH U DONT UNDERSTAND
ADEU

Troublemaker

Hello.
So the blogger app is kinda annoying since it altered my whole blogskins and arrangement.
Sighinfinity.
So i owe myself a lot of updates.

School is fun, i've not been absent again muahaha.
That's just cause of motivations :)
Still going to breaks with babygirls, so glad our schedules are almost the same.
've been spending time after school doing revision, homeworks, with my girls.
Anyway im in class 13A4 hahahaha.
My classmates not bad leh they all very fun people (y)
I don't really remember th teachers' names lol.
Spent a lot of time at th cafe.
Idk, there is so peaceful and i love the blueberry burst thing ARGHH.
I lost my ezlink card asdfghjkl.
Super frust la please i never lost it before since my first time holding an ezlink card.
It's somewhere in the house.
Lit class, we're gonna watch othello since we're studying the text ;)
EH DID I TELL YOU IM IN THE SAME CLASS AS GHAYA?!
YES I AM AHHHH so happy to have her and her new friends which are now my friends.
I got into malay cultural society with syuha.
I so mixed feelinged la i want malay dance also zzzzzz
I want syf...........
Ok.


On wednesday went to watch a movie, a horrible movie i might add, with syuha, nad, harith, tristan, izz and shu yi.
Really sia the movie was horrible ahhahaha but that's cool la th horribleness is funny xD
Guys never ever ever watch upside down hahahahaha.
Suddenly she pregnant with twins like what la u.
It was quite impromptu on mine and nad's part cause initially only syuha was supposed to go with them.
Since we're great friends we joined her.
Ha hah ahaahhaha.
But i didnt regret it la The 3 hours talk at jurong point's BK with syuha, tristan and izz was insanely awesome.


Guys.
I actually ran for PE.
Wait, save the applause.
First lesson, girls was supposed to run 1 round.
So my natural reaction was to head to sit down somewhere.
But laura pulled me and i immediately started running and didnt stop until i was 2/3 done.
So that i can run with nad who was behind me.
Eh i ran quite fast i surprised myself and ghaya was surprised too xD
Not bad eh ;)
Then just now had Pe again.
2 rounds.
I didn't run la, sat with syuha.
Saw ZF *inserts lovesick emoticon*
And guys im a zirconian.
Meaning, yellow house.
Why sia i wanted onyx.
But then i saw the zircon notice board, we won the interhouse games in 2010 and 2011.
Not bad eh the bananas.
Ewah3.
MI not bad at all, just the lack of fun CCAs and teachers.
Lolol.
Oh yes!
My class (who generously spammed whatsapp) wants to create a glee-like band.
Since a lot of us are musically inclined.
hahahah i love them la pls.

I miss 4E3 like hell.
I miss lit lessons.
I miss going to recess with nelly eatgo and yol.
I miss going to toilets between every classes.
I miss Chaissac's craps.
The quote book ahahahahha.
Can someone in chr write down every weird thing chaissac says and give me.
I give you credit.
Hahahahaha ok.

Aim for this year, to get awesome results for promo 1.
Be eligible for Mi world, overseas CIP.
Make the best of the 3 years before A levels.
So exciting!
May allah give me the strength to press on, push harder and play harder.



Ps believe it or not, im lovesick.

Pps if only .........

finally

hello!
finally installed a blogger app!
here comes photos!
(i think)
adeu ^^

So this is how the story ends

hello!
so i'm an early saturday riser xD
so i found out how a friendship, or a relationship ends with distance.
when one person keeps putting in effort to contact the other, but the other barely make time.
when one keeps giving their best, but the other stops trying.
eventually the one trying would feel tired of it.

Outing with nad and syuh todaaaay!
excited yet sad since we'll be in different classes :(
've been whatsapping nelly ehehe miss her she's in IJC now!
yol is in PJC and eatgo is in NYP.
all happy at their new homes i guess xD
okok gotta siap now im late as usual T.T
adeu ^^

The firsts

hello!
missing school for the first time this year :(
overslept uggh.
i woke up at like 6.15am.
my travel journey is like 2 hours.
lazy to rush haha.
cause today's curriculum quite short.
i aim to not be absent more than twice in 3 months.
i'll do my best! :D
Happy total defence day! xD
yesterday was uber fun!
After the library, we roamed around and found ourselves approaching the cafe again xD
So the ever so nice syuh blanjaed us the strawberry tart thingy.
in turn i blanjaed them coffee ah!
it was cold so we act like kakak2 xD
nad says she'll blanja us today but booo im absent :(
meeting shasha today cause of the talk at bugis.
meeting nad and syuh on satrday for our first outing ;)
the reason for us planning an outing so sudden is ridiculous you know hahahahaha. xD
subject combi results coming out today!
im confused la i DON'T WANT maths but it's an important subject for the course i want in uni.
Like it's either a 'pass in H1 math' or 'O levels pass' then i scared my o levels result not enough to secure me a place booo.
but then if i take maths i'm not sure i can do well because, well, it's maths.
a subject i love to hate.
yesterday during the maths foundation programme already i auto tune out heh.
i just cant la maths is too boring.
like it's made to make people suffer and turn into a robot or something.
it shows la, like maths people usually very weird one.
hahahha ok stop it.
yesterday i, (and a lot other people) found out that we've been going to the wrong class for our tutorials since last week xD
but noone cares anymore so i change classes.
at first i went to history, then i went to literature.
Ah if i was still living in lakeside i'd be able to reach school in like 15 minutes if i go out now :(
haih nevermind.
hahahah.
okay la elimination chamber soon!
still in denial about demi's concert Do not talk to me about that.
adeu ^^

adaptable or not

hello!
shhhh....
im in the mi library.
hahahah we are allowed to skip science bridging programme since we dont take science.
we had maths bridging programme.
i know, bleah.
maths sucks.
luckily nad was there ;)
spent breaks with muh girls and ain plus wc.
tried going to the cafe.
the waiter was friendly and the banana peach ice blended is the bomb.
not really since it was or first time there.
didnt see loverboy today.
booo.
currently hyperventilaing and crying over the fact that Demi is coming to singapore.
i just can't la.
too happy, it's like i've been dreaming for the day to come but when it's here it feels like it's too sudden and denial starts kicking in.
i feel sad that she's coming so sudden, i don't get a chance to let my excitement die down a bit.
ARGH CAN I JUST SCREAM?
it's too much to handle UGHH.
Mixed feelinged as hell.
my heart is thumping furiously and it's not even cause it's freaking Valentines day.
it's Demi's world tour.
i gotta go before i start getting emotional :')
bye.
demi i love you la your vocals are like inspirational as hell.
adeu

if it's meant to be, it will be.

MI orientation

hello!
freaking shagged but still active due to subject combi submission.
Orientation day 3 was...Can i spell awesome?
It was, like a guy from Viveros said, three syllabled- phenomenal.
everyone was high in spirits, we shouted so much though we're too tired to do most of the activites but i pushed myself and my sephiraians clan mates.
so much to say, i'll save it for weekend!
i wished orientation lasted the whole month or year. hahaha i love mi seniors!
not to be mad or anything but my batch has quite a number of cute guys at hacks just saying.
HAHA im laughing kk see yall soon.
i just chose my subject combi.
took math just cause psychology needs a pass in H1math :(
stupid maths.
i swear i'll own you this time.
Hope tomorrow CCA open house would go awesome!
im gonna miss cheering loudly and the MI dance omg dont even get me started.
they're memories im totally gonna keep forever xD
okay i'll talk soon!
adeu ^^

who rocks the house, i say, MI rocks the house and when, MI rocks the house, we rock it all the way down

One heart

hello!
so im here to talk about...the one heart charity event that was held on 2 and 3 feb at geylang.
I came in the last hour and a half, so i missed quite a lot.
i thought it would be boring la that's why.
Haha but when i went in waaaaah.
Nash was there and his voice *inserts appropriate emoticon*
he auctioned his caricature for more than 400$.
afdlin shauki managed to auction two of his caps and jacket for a total of more than 800$ (cannot tell real amount ehehe)
all proceeds went to the 3 charity bodies, Saving Gaza, TAA and something bull (HAHAH I DONT KNOW)
So the best part is the concerts duh.
Saw abang fadley!
And apparently kak esya and kak fiza performed but idk hahaha
I saw the Hadi guy whom I saw during projek kita earlier this year HAHAHAH
sigh infinity
he's cute.
the ending was emotional, as the event, though not properly supported by the people, was a success, and that they managed to help the charity bodies.
I hope more of these kinds of events take place.
let me just reason it out.

1) It's a good deed- Come on, just the entrance ticket money is proceeds for the donation/charity. Just do it.

2) It's fun- you get to see artistes (though it may not be a big deal, but it's a fun experience)

3) You're making a difference- Just like Afdlin shauki said, even though you do the smallest of deed, like sending up a prayer for someone in need, god listens. God knows what you did. It's like integrity, you know. You do something good without people necessarily knowing. It's like a secret between you and god.

4) You can pull people along to help support the events- If you think you alone won't make a difference, bring your family and friends along! It's not a waste of money, effort and time if it's helping others in need. It never is.

okay im blabbering.....
hahaha still thinking about math vs chem vs physics.
I DONT WANNA REGRET A SINGLE THINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
especially not for maths.
ughhhhhh.
why must we even study those integration and differentiation when we want to be a painter when we grow up.
waste time waste effort waste of brain space..................
really...............

i can get it if we learn physics and chemistry, but maths is ughhh.
hahahha okay math hater for life alert!


random facts bout my new 'close' friends in MI
1) We all bought green tea during recess, and we all took out a one dollar coin when the price is like 1.10$ HAHAHA
2) Our favourite colours is the same! PURPLE FTW!
3) I'm in arts stream, S is in science stream and A is in business stream but we all love mother tongue.

wait i heard if we took higher mother tongue and got distinction we no need to take mother tongue again is that true somoone tell me...
ok nevermind i'll ask someone at school.
haha okay!
adeu ^^



a kind word goes a long way

Usually updated

hello.
so i've settled in the first two days in millennia institute.
just now was fun, the second half atleast.
The first half consists of all the HODs giving talks.
The only interesting speaker was the literature teacher.
we then danced.
HAHAHA.
yeah it was pretty fun.
we cheered and cheered and i love my Sephira!
and then we had games, awesome games.
I dont usually participate in sports but just now i kinda had to play both the captain sponge and the 'balloon rugby'.
btw that was an anyhow name haha.
im here cause the school told us to submit our subject combi online by wed 2359.
but i tried logging in 4 times and it said that my login ID was not registered....
thanks eh guys -.-
hahaha.
so...
first two days was weird in a sense that i keep seeing my secondary school teachers and friends.
like i saw a teacher who looked like Mr kang.
Another looked like Mr issac.
my orientation group (OG) teacher sounds like mr chai.
one of the teachers sounds like Mr ho.
One girl who sat beside me sounded like natalie.
I think it's called adapting :')
One thing for sure, I miss Mrs Yeo.
Legit, haha.
And you know how she trained us to respond her "Good morning colleagues, boys and girls" by just saying "Good morning" and not make it sound like the usual draggy "Gooood mooorniiing mrs yeooooo"?
Yeah I miss hearing that.
I miss the way she would let us stand and stretch when she talks for a long time.
and the way we all would turn when she moves around.
also when she keeps telling us to sit up straight.
Best part is when she talks so long, she takes up maths period :')
i love those days HAHAH.

Anywhoots, i got a few concerns regarding the school/studies (MI)

1) H1 subject- Maths sucks, everyone knows that. Physics and Chemistry for me is like being on a boat. So, which shall I choose? I wanted math as of just now (not willingly ofcourse) cause it's like maths has no content whereas chem and physics has content AND maths. But then I saw the subject coverage. 'Exponential and Logarithmic functions', a familiar term but alien in all nature possible. So i went to google it and might i say, my hair turned blue. I mean the basic of it made sense but when it came to algebra versions and graphs, yeah my hair dyed itself xD

Ok look guys, i just researched all the maths things and i hate it. It looks annoying and i dont think i wanna do it. But then again it's only for 2 years. Would it be worth the torturous 4 periods a week? I dont know.


2) NAPFA test- ARGHHH i spent the last 2-3 years escaping NAPFA's 2.4km and god knows how hard it was (at the start) But then again im trying to be a healithier alien. Maybe i can escape when im lazy. Meh.


3) Lack of fun CCAa- NO CHOIR IN MI ARE YOU SERIOUS! I was so disappointed when i found out. I want to join SYF this year asdfghjkl. Malay dance would be my second option but i think the malay cultural club is quite well known. I want to join a sport but I hate the training. HAHA MAYBE I SHOULD YOU KNOW AND THEN CAN JOIN WWE!

4) Arts- I have no idea if im gonna be any good. But i'm sure as hell am willing to try and do my best.

5) Literature- dang i can even say anything. The way the lit teacher spoke to us about lit made me so...excited. Just like how i felt in the beginning of sec 3. Would lit lessons be something to look forward to without mr issac and my 4e3ians? I dont know, I hope so.... And i hope my first project would be as hell memorable as my first lit project in sec 3. Thinking bout it just cracks me up hahaha. xD Anywhoots about lit exam, it's 3 hours so i hope i wont make the same mistake i made........

okay next post, gonna talk about the One heart concert i went to yesterday.
which led to us reaching home at 12.30am and sleep at 2am and cause of wana's annoying alarm tone i woke up at 4 for no reason.
hahah okay, tomorrow's gonna be a loooong school day.
Not that i mind, i love orientations ;)
All the screaming and shouting and blablabla energy all!
So tomorrow's gonna be the first time i'll be wearing the MI uniform which according to mama and along, looks like papa's work uniform...........
hahahah okay la.
adeu ^^