its been long since i dont have feelings forhim anymore.
im looking at his pics at fb , and lagu aku bukan untukmu is at radio.
i feel like its almost a bad dream. its like he's never lost but still here, with me, in my heart and soul.
but seeing his new pictures i feel like, yeah . the song on radio now is totally in my mood.
"aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis dan biar kau memilih yang lain, tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu, pasti itu terbaik untukmu"
if i was alone surely i would be breaking down now, but luckily, my other fam members are outside watching tv.
and i know i should be getting over him since like last century . well i did, i almost forgot.
until justnow.
i was ontheway home from admiralty when i thought i saw him.
its just my illusions, perhaps.
and yeah im not worrying, neither should anybody else, cause i dont know how the heck i did it , but i moved on !
i started having crushes again and obviously its a good sign.
but! i can just say he's so hot now,like joe jonas. especially in the picture when he was _______.
tskkk, if he didnt have a girlfriend now i would've kidnapped him , chey fake.
k laah , its late . i want to watch tv till morning.
adios (: